For the past couple of days, I've been in a back-and-forth conversation with some of the viewers of this one video showing a group of stray, semi-wild dogs attacking and killing a cat. It's an interesting video, the video poster said that these groups of stray dogs are a real big problem in Russia. It all started in the 1990s, when former dog breeders released their leftover stock into the wild and just let them roam free. Since then the groups of dogs have killed many smaller pets, including smaller dogs, fowl, deer, fox, rodents and other wildlife. But when they kill a cat, they don't eat it. Well, I am not surprised! I can imagine a cat would be nothing but fat and grease! Not too appetizing as a burger! LOL! But in all seriousness, he says these packs of wild dogs have also attacked children and adults the same way they attack this cat in the film. Check it out! I must warn you, it's very graphic!
I'm not surprised at the number of people on this video who said "Why didn't you save this cat??" I said "No one in their right mind is going to confront an aggressive pack of semi-wild dogs just to save a dumb cat!!" I know I wouldn't! It's not worth it. If it's just a cat, I would just be sitting inside my home thanking GOD that cat isn't me. Now, if I saw these dogs attack a child, you can bet I'd be out there with a shot gun in a flash and I'd kill those dogs for sure! But a cat?? Nah! I would not risk it just for a cat that is probably nothing more than a stray anyway. A pet would be different. I wouldn't mind saving someone's pet. But stray cats are nothing but trouble. They kill small animals and birds, and carry diseases.
On the other hand, you have to almost feel sorry for the cat. There is a very good chance the cat in this film is a stray, but it's still kinda sad to watch. My first reaction when I finished watching this film was "aww, poor kitty." Believe it or not! But then that is also always my reaction when I see bigger animals ripping up smaller animals. Like the other day when I saw a documentary on NatGeo about crocodiles, and they ripped up a whole herd of thompson's gazelles. These were HUGE crocs too! The gazelles would not stand a chance against them. I've been watching nature shows for most of my life, scenes like this usually do not bother me. But the video poster said that these dogs did not even eat the cat they killed. They just killed it and used it as a chew toy.
So stray dogs are a real big problem in some areas. They aren't here in the US anymore because we have proper shelters to take these dogs to if the owners do not want them anymore. But in places like Russia, and many other Asian and European countries, they've become a real problem. This is one reason I hate irresponsible people! But then again, if the country does not have shelters to take unwanted pets to, what else is a pet owner supposed to do when they decide they don't want their pet anymore, or they cannot have them anymore?
One of the people I got into it with was a young girl who calls herself toolcat. Now, if I had known in the beginning that she was only 12, I never would have got into it with her. But her profile said something to the effect of she was 47. I thought she was just a dumb 47 year old!!! But she's not, she's actually quite a smart 12 year old. I began to suspect she was not as old as her profile said she was when she was taking everything I said too literally. Kinda like Rose on the Golden Girls. Well, I don't like battling with 12 year olds. I think it gives them a sense of bad values, and the last thing this world needs is more kids with bad ideas about respect. I usually only attack 12 year olds that come to one of my videos, or my channel, and start their shit with me. Never on someone else's video if I can help it. So I backed off, slowly but surely.
Sunday, June 17, 2012
Saturday, June 16, 2012
The Road To Helena
Well today we decided to go and have a little bit of fun, so we got out some money and went to Helena. We would have gone to Billings, but there wasn't enough to go there. But we had fun anyways in Helena. I didn't get much!! I couldn't think of much I needed. Usually I go there and get some fish, but honestly, I don't think I really need anymore fish! My tank has quite enough right now. Really though I'd like to get some bottom feeders. I don't really have enough of those. What I like are like Kuhli loaches, or their close cousins the golden eel loaches, which are very rare! But that is what I would get if I could find them. But I haven't seen either one since we moved here. The golden eel loaches I haven't seen since 1995! Most pet stores don't want to keep them because they like to dig deep into the substrate and stay there until night time. But they are so cool-looking!! They are so long and slender, they look just like strands of spaghetti with eyes and gills!! And they swim like snakes. So do kuhli loaches.
Well I didn't get any fish today. Not to say I wasn't tempted!! I just knew I shouldn't get anymore right now. Well I did get myself a new keyboard. It's one of those like you see on TV with the big letters. It's spill-proof, fade-proof, and the letters are huge so you can find them easily. On my last keyboard, some of the letters were fading. I love the idea it's spill-proof because I am always drinking water at my computer, and sometimes some of it will spill. Worries the Hell out of me. Right now, I am just trying to get used to typing on it. The keys on this thing are bigger than they were on my last board, so it's going to take a little getting-used-to to punch the right letters. So forgive me if there are some mistakes here. I also got some signs to go on my door that says "Beware Watch Chihuahua In The House" and "Beware Watch Papillon In The House". LOL! Not that Vegas and Minnie would attack anyone. Well, Vegas might charge someone, but that would be the extent other than barking at them. Either way they are cute signs and I wanted to have them on my door just for the hell of it.
We also went to a bead store and I had some agate beads, some dragon charms and some eye-pins to put through them. The clerk put these items in a little plastic bag and we were on our way home. I paid $11 for all those items, the agate beads were the most expensive things I bought there. They were gorgeous! A beautiful dark emerald green, I was going to glue the dragon charm onto the agate and turn them into earrings. They would have been so beautiful!! Well it was hot out and windy so we had to leave the windows down while we were driving home, and some things were flying around. I told Anna to stop the car and I wanted to check and see that we still had everything. But when I looked in the trunk, I noticed my beads were gone! I didn't even think they were light enough to fly out the window, but they must have because I didn't see them. Anna and I got out of the car and traced back to where we believed they blew out at on foot. We must have walked at least a mile down the highway looking for those beads! I was so upset when I could not find them! But I spent $11 on those beads, I had to at least try to look for them! But I couldn't. They were definitely gone. Somewhere between Helena and Townsend is that bag of beads! Hopefully someone will find them and maybe have fun with them. If it cannot be me, I hope it's someone with an appreciation for making their own jewelry. Well, I believe everything happens for a reason. I guess GOD is telling me I have enough earrings. I haven't even taken the studs out yet, and I've already got about 50 pairs of earrings! LOL! They come out on Monday. But the person who pierced my ears told me that I'll have to always wear earrings 24/7 for the next year after I take out these studs. I think I'll keep the studs and put them back in at night.
When we got home, we put the dogs into the dog park to use the bathroom. Helga, the village wierdo, was sitting out in the picnic area next to the dog park doing I don't know what. Vegas and Minnie saw her and started barking at her. It takes a lot for Minnie to bark at someone! But it's obvious my dogs do not like Helga!! Neither do I really! LOL! She was staring at me and Anna very hard, I looked at her and I showed Anna she was looking at us like a monkey in a zoo. LOL! Anna said she shouted something at us, but I didn't hear anything she said. Anna asked me "What is she saying?" I answered "Who knows? Who cares?" and just laughed. Helga shouted something again, but I still did not hear what she said. She was too far away and Vegas and Minnie were barking very loudly. And really, I didn't give a shit what she said. I just wanted Vegas and Minnie to stop barking and do what they were put in there to do. Helga thinks she owns this place, and she thinks she can control what someone else's dog does. She can't. She acts like a spoiled child sometimes.
Well, when it looked like the dogs were finished, I walked them out of the park, Helga left to stay ahead of us. I had hoped Vegas would not charge after her, because Helga is so evil, I feared she might have kicked Vegas or Minnie if they got anywhere near her! She stopped to talk to this one woman, who's name escapes me for the moment, but I know her when I see her. I talk to her quite a bit. She's a little bit on the crazy/fun-loving side and I like that about her. But Helga said something to her, obviously some kind of complaint, because I saw Helga pointing at us and the other woman looked back at us and smiled. Again, I didn't care, I just knew though Helga was bitching about me and Anna and our dogs. I think my babies can tell Helga hates dogs. She even gripes about Karen's dogs. Helga knows better than to mess with me, because I'll kick her butt if she tries anything with our dogs. Don't mess with a fat, annoyed bitch!! And yes I am annoyed! Annoyed because I lost those damn beads and I know I'll never see them again. But I think it's GOD's will, so I will just have to move on. But that's 11 fricken dollars wasted!!!!! Makes me so mad!!!
Some excitement got underway when we were on our way to Helena this morning. There was this man in a turquoise-colored Ford Accent with a license plate that read GIRTY that was driving erratically and constantly swerving off his lane. Anna and I thought he might have been drunk. We called 911, but I don't know if the cops got him or not. We kept up with him for probably about 15 miles until we reached Townsend, and he even stopped at the same stop we did. I got a good look at his face, he was a small, slender old man with a panama hat on, and in his face, he didn't look all there. He must have been drunk. I said the cops have a detailed description of his car, so they'll get him. Let them take care of him!
Well I didn't get any fish today. Not to say I wasn't tempted!! I just knew I shouldn't get anymore right now. Well I did get myself a new keyboard. It's one of those like you see on TV with the big letters. It's spill-proof, fade-proof, and the letters are huge so you can find them easily. On my last keyboard, some of the letters were fading. I love the idea it's spill-proof because I am always drinking water at my computer, and sometimes some of it will spill. Worries the Hell out of me. Right now, I am just trying to get used to typing on it. The keys on this thing are bigger than they were on my last board, so it's going to take a little getting-used-to to punch the right letters. So forgive me if there are some mistakes here. I also got some signs to go on my door that says "Beware Watch Chihuahua In The House" and "Beware Watch Papillon In The House". LOL! Not that Vegas and Minnie would attack anyone. Well, Vegas might charge someone, but that would be the extent other than barking at them. Either way they are cute signs and I wanted to have them on my door just for the hell of it.
We also went to a bead store and I had some agate beads, some dragon charms and some eye-pins to put through them. The clerk put these items in a little plastic bag and we were on our way home. I paid $11 for all those items, the agate beads were the most expensive things I bought there. They were gorgeous! A beautiful dark emerald green, I was going to glue the dragon charm onto the agate and turn them into earrings. They would have been so beautiful!! Well it was hot out and windy so we had to leave the windows down while we were driving home, and some things were flying around. I told Anna to stop the car and I wanted to check and see that we still had everything. But when I looked in the trunk, I noticed my beads were gone! I didn't even think they were light enough to fly out the window, but they must have because I didn't see them. Anna and I got out of the car and traced back to where we believed they blew out at on foot. We must have walked at least a mile down the highway looking for those beads! I was so upset when I could not find them! But I spent $11 on those beads, I had to at least try to look for them! But I couldn't. They were definitely gone. Somewhere between Helena and Townsend is that bag of beads! Hopefully someone will find them and maybe have fun with them. If it cannot be me, I hope it's someone with an appreciation for making their own jewelry. Well, I believe everything happens for a reason. I guess GOD is telling me I have enough earrings. I haven't even taken the studs out yet, and I've already got about 50 pairs of earrings! LOL! They come out on Monday. But the person who pierced my ears told me that I'll have to always wear earrings 24/7 for the next year after I take out these studs. I think I'll keep the studs and put them back in at night.
When we got home, we put the dogs into the dog park to use the bathroom. Helga, the village wierdo, was sitting out in the picnic area next to the dog park doing I don't know what. Vegas and Minnie saw her and started barking at her. It takes a lot for Minnie to bark at someone! But it's obvious my dogs do not like Helga!! Neither do I really! LOL! She was staring at me and Anna very hard, I looked at her and I showed Anna she was looking at us like a monkey in a zoo. LOL! Anna said she shouted something at us, but I didn't hear anything she said. Anna asked me "What is she saying?" I answered "Who knows? Who cares?" and just laughed. Helga shouted something again, but I still did not hear what she said. She was too far away and Vegas and Minnie were barking very loudly. And really, I didn't give a shit what she said. I just wanted Vegas and Minnie to stop barking and do what they were put in there to do. Helga thinks she owns this place, and she thinks she can control what someone else's dog does. She can't. She acts like a spoiled child sometimes.
Well, when it looked like the dogs were finished, I walked them out of the park, Helga left to stay ahead of us. I had hoped Vegas would not charge after her, because Helga is so evil, I feared she might have kicked Vegas or Minnie if they got anywhere near her! She stopped to talk to this one woman, who's name escapes me for the moment, but I know her when I see her. I talk to her quite a bit. She's a little bit on the crazy/fun-loving side and I like that about her. But Helga said something to her, obviously some kind of complaint, because I saw Helga pointing at us and the other woman looked back at us and smiled. Again, I didn't care, I just knew though Helga was bitching about me and Anna and our dogs. I think my babies can tell Helga hates dogs. She even gripes about Karen's dogs. Helga knows better than to mess with me, because I'll kick her butt if she tries anything with our dogs. Don't mess with a fat, annoyed bitch!! And yes I am annoyed! Annoyed because I lost those damn beads and I know I'll never see them again. But I think it's GOD's will, so I will just have to move on. But that's 11 fricken dollars wasted!!!!! Makes me so mad!!!
Some excitement got underway when we were on our way to Helena this morning. There was this man in a turquoise-colored Ford Accent with a license plate that read GIRTY that was driving erratically and constantly swerving off his lane. Anna and I thought he might have been drunk. We called 911, but I don't know if the cops got him or not. We kept up with him for probably about 15 miles until we reached Townsend, and he even stopped at the same stop we did. I got a good look at his face, he was a small, slender old man with a panama hat on, and in his face, he didn't look all there. He must have been drunk. I said the cops have a detailed description of his car, so they'll get him. Let them take care of him!
Thursday, June 14, 2012
Timmyfan And Mikessa vs. SPKenn36
LOL!! You know what we did last night? Well, Mikessa saw my post on here about spkenn36 and confronted him on my video, as did Katrina. Mikessa brought up the fact that Sean has no videos up of himself, which is usually an indicator that the person is probably fucking ugly himself. I replied to Mikessa that I noticed that too. Which really makes one wonder what Sean looks like. I added "Probably like the ass-end of a lion." Well, soon after I said that, Sean went to Mikessa's page and posted "Who is this bitch? Looks like a picture of Timmygal's arse." LOL! Well, Mikessa does have a cute face! LOL! So you know what I did? I went to Sean's channel page and posted a comment that went something like this:
"Thank you for saying on Mikessa's channel that you think my ass is cute! You're still stupid though. And you're not creative dude. Don't think for one second that you are. Most of your comebacks have been reminiscent of that of a very desperate 5-year old. All you do is take bits and pieces of other peoples' comments about you, throw them together and claim them for your own. LOL!"
True! Of all the comments he made yesterday, only ONE was somewhat creative. And he probably stole it from a TV show. That's the one thing I noticed about spkenn36, all his comebacks are nothing more than him picking apart someone else's and just saying the comment back to that person. Almost like he doesn't have a mind of his own to come up with something original. I kinda wonder if he is mentally handicapped? If he is, then that must explain why he knows so much about welfare. FAR more than I know, and I once worked for the state! LOL! Of course I didn't work in the welfare department.
Well, I did some checking on this guy. SPKenn is nothing more than his own initials. I know his first name is Sean, last name Kennedy, middle initial is probably for Patrick, it's a very popular Irish name. I saw he has a blog (which very few people have commented on, LOL), he also has a book out about gay sex. Probably heavily edited because we're talking about a person who cannot even spell right. And yes, I would expect perfect grammar on YouTube! LOL! If I wanted to be taken seriously. But then again, maybe he doesn't want to be taken seriously. Maybe he's like a half-monkey, half-troll kind of deal. hehe! He just likes to goof around on YouTube. I also found out he's a muslim. An Irish muslim??? Well, he's attended a mosque a few times, and only muslims go to mosques. But that could also explain why he hates America so much. Muslims are kinda hard-wired to hate Americans. He was born in 1975, so he was 36 years old when I first ran into him, so that explains the 36 in his username. He now also lives in Melbourne, Victoria. I also have even more info on this guy, but it's kinda personal. I'll save it in case he decides to tamper with me or my friends again. :) On his channel, I also notice he only keeps the good comments. No doubt he has gotten a lot of nasty comments (as big a douche as he is), but those kinds of comments, he deletes from his channel.
How's that for research!?! LOL! He said to me yesterday that I am not the mental giant I think I am, and I told him that neither is he! LOL! But I figured him out quick! :) I cannot wait till I can get a picture of him, I'll bet you 10-1 odds I was right that Sean has a face that looks like a lion's behind!! I'm gonna laugh if I am right! Probably laugh for weeks! I just know I am right. That there is what my instincts tell me. He says few people have commented on my blog and videos, and then he turns around and says how sad he thinks it is when someone measures their self-worth in (YouTube) subscribers. LOL! What a 2-faced loser!!! hehe! Personally, I measure my self-worth in my accomplishments. My Metazoic site is one of the top 10 evolution sites out there. When Sean looks at me, all he sees is a fat person. But when my friends, family and myself look at me, we see someone who has done things most people in my position only dream of, and none of it has to do with being fat. LOL! In fact, I've managed a great deal in spite of being fat. So being fat is really the least of my thoughts.
Katrina said something funny to Sean yesterday, she watched another video of mine and Sean had commented on it saying "Yeah being unemployed, unloved, obese trailer-trash is something we all aspire to!" Katrina responded to him saying "at least she doesn't have sex with animals like you do." Katrina is so funny!! I can just imagine Sean having sex with a Tasmanian Devil and getting his first circumcision in the process! LOL! Since Sean is such a dumbass, I doubt any humans would have sex with him, so perhaps Katrina is right. When I spoke with Katrina last night, she kinda jokingly said "He probably sucked the wrong end of his cat's dick this morning." LOL! Oh BTW, Katrina is expecting again! She told me last night she's about 4 months along in her third pregnancy. And she told me 2 years ago that she's had enough children! I guess she and her husband changed their minds. Oh well! Another godchild for me. LOL!
"Thank you for saying on Mikessa's channel that you think my ass is cute! You're still stupid though. And you're not creative dude. Don't think for one second that you are. Most of your comebacks have been reminiscent of that of a very desperate 5-year old. All you do is take bits and pieces of other peoples' comments about you, throw them together and claim them for your own. LOL!"
True! Of all the comments he made yesterday, only ONE was somewhat creative. And he probably stole it from a TV show. That's the one thing I noticed about spkenn36, all his comebacks are nothing more than him picking apart someone else's and just saying the comment back to that person. Almost like he doesn't have a mind of his own to come up with something original. I kinda wonder if he is mentally handicapped? If he is, then that must explain why he knows so much about welfare. FAR more than I know, and I once worked for the state! LOL! Of course I didn't work in the welfare department.
Well, I did some checking on this guy. SPKenn is nothing more than his own initials. I know his first name is Sean, last name Kennedy, middle initial is probably for Patrick, it's a very popular Irish name. I saw he has a blog (which very few people have commented on, LOL), he also has a book out about gay sex. Probably heavily edited because we're talking about a person who cannot even spell right. And yes, I would expect perfect grammar on YouTube! LOL! If I wanted to be taken seriously. But then again, maybe he doesn't want to be taken seriously. Maybe he's like a half-monkey, half-troll kind of deal. hehe! He just likes to goof around on YouTube. I also found out he's a muslim. An Irish muslim??? Well, he's attended a mosque a few times, and only muslims go to mosques. But that could also explain why he hates America so much. Muslims are kinda hard-wired to hate Americans. He was born in 1975, so he was 36 years old when I first ran into him, so that explains the 36 in his username. He now also lives in Melbourne, Victoria. I also have even more info on this guy, but it's kinda personal. I'll save it in case he decides to tamper with me or my friends again. :) On his channel, I also notice he only keeps the good comments. No doubt he has gotten a lot of nasty comments (as big a douche as he is), but those kinds of comments, he deletes from his channel.
How's that for research!?! LOL! He said to me yesterday that I am not the mental giant I think I am, and I told him that neither is he! LOL! But I figured him out quick! :) I cannot wait till I can get a picture of him, I'll bet you 10-1 odds I was right that Sean has a face that looks like a lion's behind!! I'm gonna laugh if I am right! Probably laugh for weeks! I just know I am right. That there is what my instincts tell me. He says few people have commented on my blog and videos, and then he turns around and says how sad he thinks it is when someone measures their self-worth in (YouTube) subscribers. LOL! What a 2-faced loser!!! hehe! Personally, I measure my self-worth in my accomplishments. My Metazoic site is one of the top 10 evolution sites out there. When Sean looks at me, all he sees is a fat person. But when my friends, family and myself look at me, we see someone who has done things most people in my position only dream of, and none of it has to do with being fat. LOL! In fact, I've managed a great deal in spite of being fat. So being fat is really the least of my thoughts.
Katrina said something funny to Sean yesterday, she watched another video of mine and Sean had commented on it saying "Yeah being unemployed, unloved, obese trailer-trash is something we all aspire to!" Katrina responded to him saying "at least she doesn't have sex with animals like you do." Katrina is so funny!! I can just imagine Sean having sex with a Tasmanian Devil and getting his first circumcision in the process! LOL! Since Sean is such a dumbass, I doubt any humans would have sex with him, so perhaps Katrina is right. When I spoke with Katrina last night, she kinda jokingly said "He probably sucked the wrong end of his cat's dick this morning." LOL! Oh BTW, Katrina is expecting again! She told me last night she's about 4 months along in her third pregnancy. And she told me 2 years ago that she's had enough children! I guess she and her husband changed their minds. Oh well! Another godchild for me. LOL!
Wednesday, June 13, 2012
SPKenn36 Returns!!
If this was a movie, this would be The Return of Swamp Thing! LOL! Remember spkenn36 from a couple years ago? Well, I woke up this morning to find he has come back! I'm actually glad to see him again. LOL! Feels like the return of an old comrade! Usually I block people like him who just come to my videos to troll, but yes, I was actually glad to see him again. At first I kinda wondered if this was some kind of mock account, but then I looked at his page, and I noticed it really was him. Well, he tried to insult me by continuing to call me "fat bitch". But no, he could not succeed in that. I admit it myself I am a fat bitch, how can I be insulted by that? LOL! I just kept laughing at him because now I know the type of person he is. I've dealt with him before. I didn't want to block him before, simply because he's entertaining and I was having fun. The only reason I blocked him now is because I have to finish this blog, and I got enough input about him to write this post. He gave me permission to write this post! He actually begged me to! LOL!
He was saying anyway throughout several of my videos how fat, ugly, and stupid he thinks I am and all that other BS. It basically just went in one ear and out the other. I don't care what he says about me, and I think he knows that by now. The only thing that was really bothersome was when he was talking about my friends and calling me "sweety". I usually don't mind being called "sweety", if the person is decent. But there is something about a psychotic, gay troll calling me that that kinda rubs me the wrong way. Especially if it's a guy. In response to some of his comments, which included lies or his own conjectures about people and places he really has no idea about, I made corrections for his sake. So he would know the truth and not keep telling lies about people he doesn't know. Namely my friends. LOL! I don't think Katrina would be too happy at all to hear spkenn thinks she works in a Burger King. LOL! On the other hand, she might get as much of a laugh out of it as I did. I always think it's funny when people talk like they know what they are talking about and they really don't.
Well, 3 years ago, Kenny (actually his real name is Sean) admitted in a fit of rage that he is gay. Nothing to be ashamed of. Now, he is trying to deny it, and is even insulted by being called gay. Ironically, he said all this on my video about the Westboro Baptist Church. I told him to spend a day with those people. If he thinks being called "gay" is insulting, try going there, where those people will call him a "fag" and say he's filthy. Now THAT'S insulting!!!! I have friends who are gay. They would rather be called that than a "fag". But that's them. That's not Sean!
Well, Sean's attempts to insult me and piss me off was an epic FAIL! I kept my cool. I didn't even feel anger at him, not even when he was talking about my friends. Really not even when he called me "sweety". That just made my skin crawl. Sort of like if Ted Bundy was to call me "sweety", and me knowing what his background is like. But I am always proud of myself when I manage to keep my cool! LOL! When I fly off the handle is when I tend to get mad at myself. And there is NO way spkenn36 can make me do that. I'm used to him. LOL! But it was sure fun seeing him try so hard. Well, he finally admitted he himself is a fat, ugly, unloved, stupid, trailer-crawling troll. So now at least I know what his problem is. Of course he said I'm the kind of ugly that is on the inside (not that I deny I am ugly on the outside as well--but hey! That's me!) But I'll bet you he's the same, ugly inside and out. At least I am honest. He also said my honesty is as fluid as my cellulite. LOL! I have to admit that one was a little bit creative! I never heard it put that way before.
I've said it many times before on here, being ugly is not all bad! Neither is being fat. At least I know Sean will not be able to come and kidnap me or anything. LOL!! I mean really! Who wants to try and kidnap a fat, ugly bitch, right?! And he was making remarks about my marriage, well, I loved the man I was married to, and he loved me. That is why we are still friends, even though we are no longer married. I just don't like being married. For a vast number of reasons. I had at least one other offer since I left my last marriage, but I turned it down. I don't want to be married. I got so used to living by myself that I could not live with another man. The only person I would want to share a home with is my sis. I'm not even comfortable here, and I have my own apartment. I wish I did live in just a trailer! LOL! At least that is much more private and personal than it is here. In fact, this place feels to me much more like a group home than an apartment complex. I guess because the complex is all indoors, instead of being able to open a door and step into the outside. It's like being in a big house with just a lot of bedrooms. Believe me, I would take a trailer over this apartment in a flash if I could!
I still wish we had never moved from Ocean Shores!! I miss it there. And now that summer is coming here, it's going to start getting hot again, and my skin is going to dry up because I have to keep the darn air conditioner going! I wanted to move to Missoula, at least there I could be closer to home, and our friends and family can still come to visit. Now my sis is telling me we may not move there until her junior year. UGH!! I cannot wait that long!! I might as well finish saving my money and just move back to the coast as wait for her to complete her junior year here at the university!! Fuck it!! I'll just stay here until then. I might as well! But I still wish we had never left Ocean Shores!!! We had a lovely home, huge parking lot in our driveway, ample privacy in that parking lot, and best of all---we were only one block from the ocean!! I miss it!
Ahhhh..... well, now that that rant is over, I want to quote some things Sean practically begged me to quote. LOL!! Here they are:
"Gosh 3 comments...people are really flocking to you Fat Bitch..."
"Sad when people measure their own self worth in subs...but if youve got nothing better in your life...
Gunna blog about this? So all your legion of followers can hang off your every word?
Fat Bitch!"
Yeah, he only has 2 subscribers and I have almost 190. Not that it really matters. I've gotten rid of some subscribers before. I'm not falling over myself to get more in a hurry. It'll happen when it happens. But I have enough that I managed to make partner. :)
"Hey fat bitch remember me? Well now Ive seen your 'blog' and seen your ugly fat head (and no Im not going to say Miss Fat Bitch) and witnessed just how much of a fat American ogre you are I just had to stop by and say hello...
Blogging about youtube soap operas? Trying to belittle people to take away your own pain and suffering?
Funny how few views your videos have and how nobody seems to comment on your blog.
You epitomise everything wrong with the USA.
STUPID FAT UGLY BITCH!!"
This was his first post this morning. He read my blog and now is butt-hurt, but that's OK. He got me a lot of views this morning on my videos. I bet I made at least $2 in adsense just from the attention he got me alone. hehe! I could actually hear his voice quickly shrieking to a high soprano in this post. LOL!
"You know that you are as ugly as you are fat, and Im talking about the ugly thats on the inside. What sort of a loser has to blog about silly youtube squabbles like its the biggest thing to happen to them. Interesting that you still claim to know more about animals than me (not that Ive ever claimed the reverse) yet all you know by your own admission is what you read in a book...
Sad fat lonely ugly bitch...blog that hun!
Crybaby? Youre a real laugh! :D"
He's an even bigger laugh! I had fun with him this morning! LOL! I blog about EVERYTHING! Not just YouTube squabbles and trolls I meet on there. Whether they comment or not is really irrelevant, at least I know they are reading. I see it every day in my stats.
I admit I probably should have just let him ramble on, even with his lies and assumptions. I was just responding with the truth and honesty. When I get more views and comments, I will probably stop responding to the trolls. For now though, I just like having fun.
Well, this has gone on for too long. I told Sean to view my blog again in about an hour, that was 2 hours ago. LOL! No doubt he is waiting. This would have got on the air sooner, but I was skyping with one of my "imaginary" friends, as Sean would put it! LOL!
He was saying anyway throughout several of my videos how fat, ugly, and stupid he thinks I am and all that other BS. It basically just went in one ear and out the other. I don't care what he says about me, and I think he knows that by now. The only thing that was really bothersome was when he was talking about my friends and calling me "sweety". I usually don't mind being called "sweety", if the person is decent. But there is something about a psychotic, gay troll calling me that that kinda rubs me the wrong way. Especially if it's a guy. In response to some of his comments, which included lies or his own conjectures about people and places he really has no idea about, I made corrections for his sake. So he would know the truth and not keep telling lies about people he doesn't know. Namely my friends. LOL! I don't think Katrina would be too happy at all to hear spkenn thinks she works in a Burger King. LOL! On the other hand, she might get as much of a laugh out of it as I did. I always think it's funny when people talk like they know what they are talking about and they really don't.
Well, 3 years ago, Kenny (actually his real name is Sean) admitted in a fit of rage that he is gay. Nothing to be ashamed of. Now, he is trying to deny it, and is even insulted by being called gay. Ironically, he said all this on my video about the Westboro Baptist Church. I told him to spend a day with those people. If he thinks being called "gay" is insulting, try going there, where those people will call him a "fag" and say he's filthy. Now THAT'S insulting!!!! I have friends who are gay. They would rather be called that than a "fag". But that's them. That's not Sean!
Well, Sean's attempts to insult me and piss me off was an epic FAIL! I kept my cool. I didn't even feel anger at him, not even when he was talking about my friends. Really not even when he called me "sweety". That just made my skin crawl. Sort of like if Ted Bundy was to call me "sweety", and me knowing what his background is like. But I am always proud of myself when I manage to keep my cool! LOL! When I fly off the handle is when I tend to get mad at myself. And there is NO way spkenn36 can make me do that. I'm used to him. LOL! But it was sure fun seeing him try so hard. Well, he finally admitted he himself is a fat, ugly, unloved, stupid, trailer-crawling troll. So now at least I know what his problem is. Of course he said I'm the kind of ugly that is on the inside (not that I deny I am ugly on the outside as well--but hey! That's me!) But I'll bet you he's the same, ugly inside and out. At least I am honest. He also said my honesty is as fluid as my cellulite. LOL! I have to admit that one was a little bit creative! I never heard it put that way before.
I've said it many times before on here, being ugly is not all bad! Neither is being fat. At least I know Sean will not be able to come and kidnap me or anything. LOL!! I mean really! Who wants to try and kidnap a fat, ugly bitch, right?! And he was making remarks about my marriage, well, I loved the man I was married to, and he loved me. That is why we are still friends, even though we are no longer married. I just don't like being married. For a vast number of reasons. I had at least one other offer since I left my last marriage, but I turned it down. I don't want to be married. I got so used to living by myself that I could not live with another man. The only person I would want to share a home with is my sis. I'm not even comfortable here, and I have my own apartment. I wish I did live in just a trailer! LOL! At least that is much more private and personal than it is here. In fact, this place feels to me much more like a group home than an apartment complex. I guess because the complex is all indoors, instead of being able to open a door and step into the outside. It's like being in a big house with just a lot of bedrooms. Believe me, I would take a trailer over this apartment in a flash if I could!
I still wish we had never moved from Ocean Shores!! I miss it there. And now that summer is coming here, it's going to start getting hot again, and my skin is going to dry up because I have to keep the darn air conditioner going! I wanted to move to Missoula, at least there I could be closer to home, and our friends and family can still come to visit. Now my sis is telling me we may not move there until her junior year. UGH!! I cannot wait that long!! I might as well finish saving my money and just move back to the coast as wait for her to complete her junior year here at the university!! Fuck it!! I'll just stay here until then. I might as well! But I still wish we had never left Ocean Shores!!! We had a lovely home, huge parking lot in our driveway, ample privacy in that parking lot, and best of all---we were only one block from the ocean!! I miss it!
Ahhhh..... well, now that that rant is over, I want to quote some things Sean practically begged me to quote. LOL!! Here they are:
"Gosh 3 comments...people are really flocking to you Fat Bitch..."
"Sad when people measure their own self worth in subs...but if youve got nothing better in your life...
Gunna blog about this? So all your legion of followers can hang off your every word?
Fat Bitch!"
Yeah, he only has 2 subscribers and I have almost 190. Not that it really matters. I've gotten rid of some subscribers before. I'm not falling over myself to get more in a hurry. It'll happen when it happens. But I have enough that I managed to make partner. :)
"Hey fat bitch remember me? Well now Ive seen your 'blog' and seen your ugly fat head (and no Im not going to say Miss Fat Bitch) and witnessed just how much of a fat American ogre you are I just had to stop by and say hello...
Blogging about youtube soap operas? Trying to belittle people to take away your own pain and suffering?
Funny how few views your videos have and how nobody seems to comment on your blog.
You epitomise everything wrong with the USA.
STUPID FAT UGLY BITCH!!"
This was his first post this morning. He read my blog and now is butt-hurt, but that's OK. He got me a lot of views this morning on my videos. I bet I made at least $2 in adsense just from the attention he got me alone. hehe! I could actually hear his voice quickly shrieking to a high soprano in this post. LOL!
"You know that you are as ugly as you are fat, and Im talking about the ugly thats on the inside. What sort of a loser has to blog about silly youtube squabbles like its the biggest thing to happen to them. Interesting that you still claim to know more about animals than me (not that Ive ever claimed the reverse) yet all you know by your own admission is what you read in a book...
Sad fat lonely ugly bitch...blog that hun!
Crybaby? Youre a real laugh! :D"
He's an even bigger laugh! I had fun with him this morning! LOL! I blog about EVERYTHING! Not just YouTube squabbles and trolls I meet on there. Whether they comment or not is really irrelevant, at least I know they are reading. I see it every day in my stats.
I admit I probably should have just let him ramble on, even with his lies and assumptions. I was just responding with the truth and honesty. When I get more views and comments, I will probably stop responding to the trolls. For now though, I just like having fun.
Well, this has gone on for too long. I told Sean to view my blog again in about an hour, that was 2 hours ago. LOL! No doubt he is waiting. This would have got on the air sooner, but I was skyping with one of my "imaginary" friends, as Sean would put it! LOL!
Monday, June 11, 2012
New Website Project
Well, I am looking into redoing the entire UMG Productions site. There's some updates that I want to have put on it, some new features, and I am trying to find someone to work on it and make it all happen. I even have a desire to install an app that I can use to convert my original story files to a format that can be uploaded to a Kindle and/or a Nook. There are applications on the internet that do that, but none of them converts .PUB files, and that's what my originals are written in. So I want that capability on my site. However, right now the most I can offer anyone is $200 for this job. Most of them are saying that price is too low. I can't help it though, that's all I can offer now. I still have to be paid for the delivery job I did, and hopefully, it will be enough to cover what I am offering to have this job done.
Honestly, when I first posted this job on odesk, I figured I would be getting a bunch of replies from very young, talented people who are fresh out of college, with the skills I need, and who are just looking to begin building a reputation. That was what I got the last time I posted a job there for the Metazoic site. The difference is I only wanted a small portion of the Metazoic site done. That was the Mammals section. For the UMG site, I am asking to have the entire thing done over again. I know my price is a little lax, but it's the most I can offer. Maybe for a really great job, I can offer something of a bonus. Of course that all depends on what I get for this job. Not sure what to do. I had like 9 applicants, and now I have narrowed it down to 2, they are the best 2.
One guy I just got off Skype with said the job normally would cost no less than $3000 to complete. While that sounds more fair than what I am asking, for me it's just not possible. I am doing this without my supervisor's permission (for the most part), but I think it needs to be done. So I am going to have this new site built, and inform her later on. LOL! The two people I am down to now are the ones who are willing to do the job for the price I am offering. Or pretty close to it.
I remember when I was having the Metazoic site done, I did get an offer from someone, who probably was just a kid fresh out of high school. He made a fatal mistake. I asked everyone to do a mock-up and that kid said he would, and next thing I know he's asking me if I'm going to take his mock-up and use it without paying him. He was only asking about $50 to do that job, I would have hired him. But instead I tossed his application. I want to work with someone I know will trust me, and who I can trust as well. If there's no trust, there's no communication, thus no working relationship. He sounded like he was fresh out of high school or something, but I didn't get to know him well enough to be sure. I let him go. So far, no one has been like that in this job. But once again, I am going to use my instincts in hiring the worker. It's going to be a tough decision, ultimately in the end. Both my final candidates are exceptional! I've seen both of their works. One sounds more business like, the other sounds more like he's in this business as a hobby. But he does awesome work!
If I had used my instincts the first time I hired someone to do the UMG Productions site, I never would have hired the person I did. I had contact with another man who even called me on the phone to discuss the job. He was very nice and knew more about what he was doing than the person I actually ended up hiring! I just hate it that I hired that guy that I did hire before. He was slow to respond to my messages, never communicated with me through Skype, and he did not change the images I wanted him to change that were up on the template. Now that site is gone, it was hacked. How it got hacked I don't know, but it did. So I want the new site to be tamper-proof. Let's keep the fingers crossed that this new site is the end-all of UMG Productions websites!
In other news, I am a little ticked off at Lois! Brandi was supposed to begin obedience classes this month. Lois promised she would send Brandi to obedience classes. Now that the time is nearly here, Lois decided at the last minute that she isn't going to send Brandi to obedience classes. So Brandi is just going to keep living with this anger and jealousy built up, and probably attack my dogs again. Karen said that was Lois' decision and we don't argue with Lois. I said to her that's fine. But if Brandi attacks Minnie again I'm not going to have any choice but to report Brandi to Animal Control. I'd hate to do it! But I would have to. It could mean Brandi gets taken away from Lois. Karen said she'd be all for it. Maybe it would wake Lois up! I never knew it before, but when Brandi gets into a fight, Lois treats the incident like it's all cutesy. Brandi gets no punishment for it at all. Minnie and Vegas are so small. Brandi has the potential to hurt both of them very bad. That would not be very cute at all! And I am going to be pissed if it happens again! But Lois had her opportunity to get this problem of Brandi's fixed. I don't want to see Lois lose Brandi, but if she attacks Minnie again, I won't have a choice but to report it. That is why I am so pissed off at Lois now! I don't meant to disrespect her, but cutting off those training sessions is the worst damn thing she could have ever done in Brandi's sake. It might mean Brandi's demise.
Honestly, when I first posted this job on odesk, I figured I would be getting a bunch of replies from very young, talented people who are fresh out of college, with the skills I need, and who are just looking to begin building a reputation. That was what I got the last time I posted a job there for the Metazoic site. The difference is I only wanted a small portion of the Metazoic site done. That was the Mammals section. For the UMG site, I am asking to have the entire thing done over again. I know my price is a little lax, but it's the most I can offer. Maybe for a really great job, I can offer something of a bonus. Of course that all depends on what I get for this job. Not sure what to do. I had like 9 applicants, and now I have narrowed it down to 2, they are the best 2.
One guy I just got off Skype with said the job normally would cost no less than $3000 to complete. While that sounds more fair than what I am asking, for me it's just not possible. I am doing this without my supervisor's permission (for the most part), but I think it needs to be done. So I am going to have this new site built, and inform her later on. LOL! The two people I am down to now are the ones who are willing to do the job for the price I am offering. Or pretty close to it.
I remember when I was having the Metazoic site done, I did get an offer from someone, who probably was just a kid fresh out of high school. He made a fatal mistake. I asked everyone to do a mock-up and that kid said he would, and next thing I know he's asking me if I'm going to take his mock-up and use it without paying him. He was only asking about $50 to do that job, I would have hired him. But instead I tossed his application. I want to work with someone I know will trust me, and who I can trust as well. If there's no trust, there's no communication, thus no working relationship. He sounded like he was fresh out of high school or something, but I didn't get to know him well enough to be sure. I let him go. So far, no one has been like that in this job. But once again, I am going to use my instincts in hiring the worker. It's going to be a tough decision, ultimately in the end. Both my final candidates are exceptional! I've seen both of their works. One sounds more business like, the other sounds more like he's in this business as a hobby. But he does awesome work!
If I had used my instincts the first time I hired someone to do the UMG Productions site, I never would have hired the person I did. I had contact with another man who even called me on the phone to discuss the job. He was very nice and knew more about what he was doing than the person I actually ended up hiring! I just hate it that I hired that guy that I did hire before. He was slow to respond to my messages, never communicated with me through Skype, and he did not change the images I wanted him to change that were up on the template. Now that site is gone, it was hacked. How it got hacked I don't know, but it did. So I want the new site to be tamper-proof. Let's keep the fingers crossed that this new site is the end-all of UMG Productions websites!
In other news, I am a little ticked off at Lois! Brandi was supposed to begin obedience classes this month. Lois promised she would send Brandi to obedience classes. Now that the time is nearly here, Lois decided at the last minute that she isn't going to send Brandi to obedience classes. So Brandi is just going to keep living with this anger and jealousy built up, and probably attack my dogs again. Karen said that was Lois' decision and we don't argue with Lois. I said to her that's fine. But if Brandi attacks Minnie again I'm not going to have any choice but to report Brandi to Animal Control. I'd hate to do it! But I would have to. It could mean Brandi gets taken away from Lois. Karen said she'd be all for it. Maybe it would wake Lois up! I never knew it before, but when Brandi gets into a fight, Lois treats the incident like it's all cutesy. Brandi gets no punishment for it at all. Minnie and Vegas are so small. Brandi has the potential to hurt both of them very bad. That would not be very cute at all! And I am going to be pissed if it happens again! But Lois had her opportunity to get this problem of Brandi's fixed. I don't want to see Lois lose Brandi, but if she attacks Minnie again, I won't have a choice but to report it. That is why I am so pissed off at Lois now! I don't meant to disrespect her, but cutting off those training sessions is the worst damn thing she could have ever done in Brandi's sake. It might mean Brandi's demise.
Tuesday, June 5, 2012
I Knew They Had To Be Wrong!
I've been following more of the preachings of the Westboro Baptist Church and their messages of hatred. I'm still interested in doing this documentary. I found a new (or maybe not so new) video where they were interviewed on an old talk show back in 1992, Fred Phelps looks younger there! And Shirley looks fatter. She should have stayed that way, she actually was more attractive as a fat woman. Some people are attractive as heavier women, Shirley would have been one of them. LOL! I think I'd want to do her! LOL! That's a joke, BTW. I don't slide on that side myself. I'm not a lesbian. But I think deep down inside, Shirley really is. But I remember on that talk show, Fred said there is absolutely NO reference to love, kindness and understanding in the Bible. Well, he's wrong. I found at least one I would like to share. It was in Ephesians 4:32 And be ye kind to one another, tenderhearted, forgiving one another, even as GOD for Christ's sake hath forgiven you. The WBC is nowhere near kind and tenderhearted to anyone. Shirley says that she actually loves gays and Jews, but she is not very nice to them at all. Neither is Fred Phelps. They don't "love" them! If they loved them, they would not be so cruel to them. One guy on the talk show, who was gay, said to Fred "I'll embrace you", to which Fred's response was "You're not going to embrace me, pal!" That does not sound like love to me! That sounds like a very angry hatred. Fred has some serious problems! I wish they would quit calling their hatred such things as "love" and "warning your neighbors" and hiding behind GOD just so they can preach their cruelty.
I looked in the Bible for proof of GOD's hate, which is what the WBC dwells so heavily on. Their words are that you cannot turn any page in the Bible without seeing a passage about GOD's hate. Yes, in the King James version of the Bible (and ONLY that version), there are a lot of passages about hatred, but it is not GOD's hatred. Unless it is someone talking about how they think GOD hates them, most of the passages about hatred is taken out of context. But only very few passages are actually GOD's own words expressing hate. And most of those are in the Old Testament, before Jesus came into the scene. The reason GOD gave us Jesus, is to die for our sins. Jesus forgave his attackers on the cross. If Jesus can do it, GOD can do it too. Jesus's attackers did not even repent, and He gave them forgiveness. But you mention any of this to the WBC, they will tell you that you lack faith, or that you are a rebel, and that you are going to Hell. All they ever want to know is that GOD hates everybody and everything. Why they are all still alive now I will never really know. I do have a theory. I believe GOD does not want them up there. I think when GOD chooses who dies early, HE would prefer to have the good people up there first. Leave the bad people here.
Well, enough of that BS. I don't really want to turn this into a church sermon. I'm back to delivering the phone books with my sis. I want to do it. I enjoy getting out there every day and going on 5-mile long walks. Really! I always end up walking 5 miles every day on this job. We do some driving, but most of the job is walking and throwing the phone books up on peoples' front porches. So far, I have not been attacked. But walking always puts me in a good mood. The only problem is actually getting motivated to go. We do have to get up quite early in the morning, though yesterday we went later than we should have because it was cloudy and stormy out in the morning, so we didn't want to go during the storm, and waited until it was done. We went out when it was snowing last week, and I hated walking in that! I just hate snow, period! Funny how the vegan fanatics all say I never walk anywhere (as if they know), and that I go to a store and use those motorized carts (again, as if they know), and blah-blah-blah. LOL! Funny how some people who think they know so much are usually the ones who don't know anything. But that's because they are judging me probably based on what they've seen other fat people doing. One thing about me: I pride myself in being different!
Yesterday when I left my apartment to go to work, I noticed that big fat dude that lives here (his name is Leon) had pushed a cart in front of my door. I know it was him because the cart was not in front of my door when Anna came over at about 7:30 to put my dogs out, otherwise Anna would have told me. And when we left for work, there were only 2 people up, besides the usual workers. One was a man who lived on the second floor, and the other was Leon. Leon is a big, fat, lazy guy who does use motorized carts at Walmart, and he looks to be about Anna's age at least. I never liked him. When I first saw him, there was just something about him that made my instincts scream "Stay away from him!" He's supposedly legally blind, but he drives a car, and he appears to see well enough to push carts in front of peoples' doors. So on top of being a fat, lazy fuck, he's a liar. And Karen said he's very judgmental. He doesn't even like Kim. Kim is one of the most unoffensive people that live in this building! She gets along with everyone. The only person who is more mellow is my sis, when she wants to be. I want Leon to hate me, because I hate him. If I ever catch him even standing in front of my door, I'm going to chase him away with my broom. I'm not pissed about the cart, I just put the dogs in the cart and took it downstairs. Leon pushing the cart in front of my door just saved me the trouble of looking for it, and allowed me to just open the door, put the dogs in and go. I utilized it to my advantage. I was going to take it downstairs anyways once I was off to work. But I hate the idea that stinky Leon was in front of my door! I mean for real! The odor from his fat, sweaty, smelly body still lingered in the hallway!
Well I saw him when we got outside, and I just looked him square in the eyes, and he looked back at me too. And I just laughed at him! LOL! He thought he was going to piss me off, but he didn't. That may work with Anna, but not with me. But if I ever catch him in front of my door, he'll get the Mama Bear treatment! I promise you that! I don't like strangers in my space! While I know Leon's name, he is a stranger, and he just happens to be one I cannot stand at all. I didn't even like it when the owners of this building entered my apartment when I was not home and not expecting them. And they OWN this building! My thing is I pay my rent, I give them money each month, this is MY space and I don't like it invaded! Especially by strangers!
I looked in the Bible for proof of GOD's hate, which is what the WBC dwells so heavily on. Their words are that you cannot turn any page in the Bible without seeing a passage about GOD's hate. Yes, in the King James version of the Bible (and ONLY that version), there are a lot of passages about hatred, but it is not GOD's hatred. Unless it is someone talking about how they think GOD hates them, most of the passages about hatred is taken out of context. But only very few passages are actually GOD's own words expressing hate. And most of those are in the Old Testament, before Jesus came into the scene. The reason GOD gave us Jesus, is to die for our sins. Jesus forgave his attackers on the cross. If Jesus can do it, GOD can do it too. Jesus's attackers did not even repent, and He gave them forgiveness. But you mention any of this to the WBC, they will tell you that you lack faith, or that you are a rebel, and that you are going to Hell. All they ever want to know is that GOD hates everybody and everything. Why they are all still alive now I will never really know. I do have a theory. I believe GOD does not want them up there. I think when GOD chooses who dies early, HE would prefer to have the good people up there first. Leave the bad people here.
Well, enough of that BS. I don't really want to turn this into a church sermon. I'm back to delivering the phone books with my sis. I want to do it. I enjoy getting out there every day and going on 5-mile long walks. Really! I always end up walking 5 miles every day on this job. We do some driving, but most of the job is walking and throwing the phone books up on peoples' front porches. So far, I have not been attacked. But walking always puts me in a good mood. The only problem is actually getting motivated to go. We do have to get up quite early in the morning, though yesterday we went later than we should have because it was cloudy and stormy out in the morning, so we didn't want to go during the storm, and waited until it was done. We went out when it was snowing last week, and I hated walking in that! I just hate snow, period! Funny how the vegan fanatics all say I never walk anywhere (as if they know), and that I go to a store and use those motorized carts (again, as if they know), and blah-blah-blah. LOL! Funny how some people who think they know so much are usually the ones who don't know anything. But that's because they are judging me probably based on what they've seen other fat people doing. One thing about me: I pride myself in being different!
Yesterday when I left my apartment to go to work, I noticed that big fat dude that lives here (his name is Leon) had pushed a cart in front of my door. I know it was him because the cart was not in front of my door when Anna came over at about 7:30 to put my dogs out, otherwise Anna would have told me. And when we left for work, there were only 2 people up, besides the usual workers. One was a man who lived on the second floor, and the other was Leon. Leon is a big, fat, lazy guy who does use motorized carts at Walmart, and he looks to be about Anna's age at least. I never liked him. When I first saw him, there was just something about him that made my instincts scream "Stay away from him!" He's supposedly legally blind, but he drives a car, and he appears to see well enough to push carts in front of peoples' doors. So on top of being a fat, lazy fuck, he's a liar. And Karen said he's very judgmental. He doesn't even like Kim. Kim is one of the most unoffensive people that live in this building! She gets along with everyone. The only person who is more mellow is my sis, when she wants to be. I want Leon to hate me, because I hate him. If I ever catch him even standing in front of my door, I'm going to chase him away with my broom. I'm not pissed about the cart, I just put the dogs in the cart and took it downstairs. Leon pushing the cart in front of my door just saved me the trouble of looking for it, and allowed me to just open the door, put the dogs in and go. I utilized it to my advantage. I was going to take it downstairs anyways once I was off to work. But I hate the idea that stinky Leon was in front of my door! I mean for real! The odor from his fat, sweaty, smelly body still lingered in the hallway!
Well I saw him when we got outside, and I just looked him square in the eyes, and he looked back at me too. And I just laughed at him! LOL! He thought he was going to piss me off, but he didn't. That may work with Anna, but not with me. But if I ever catch him in front of my door, he'll get the Mama Bear treatment! I promise you that! I don't like strangers in my space! While I know Leon's name, he is a stranger, and he just happens to be one I cannot stand at all. I didn't even like it when the owners of this building entered my apartment when I was not home and not expecting them. And they OWN this building! My thing is I pay my rent, I give them money each month, this is MY space and I don't like it invaded! Especially by strangers!
Thursday, May 31, 2012
A Night At The Hospital
ARG!! The last 24 hours has been nothing but Hell!!! Sunday night, I developed some kind of nagging pain in my leg. I had no clue what it was from, but it felt like a charley horse. I thought maybe I overdid it with the phone book deliveries on Friday and it was catching up with me then. Well, even though my leg was in pain, I still continued to work. Most of the time I was dragging myself around town to deliver those darn phone books. One really mean, ugly-looking guy took the phone book I delivered to him and just tossed it in his recycling bin, as Anna and I were standing there, deciphering where our next deliveries will be. He then looked at me as if waiting for me to give him some kind of response. But I didn't respond. I just said out loud "If he doesn't want it, I don't care!" and I laughed at him. Whether the person wants the book or not is none of my business. My business is just to deliver the books. Once the book is out of my hands and on the person's porch, it's no longer my responsibility. And I was just doing my job. But as mean as he looked, I think if Anna hadn't been there, he might have attacked me. It made me think that perhaps I should carry my can of mace with me on these deliveries.
Well, I won't be making any deliveries for a while. Wednesday afternoon, the pain in my leg was unbearable, and it had turned red. I began to suspect tendonitis. So Anna said she was taking me to the hospital right away to get that checked. So we went. I was not sick and feverish, and all I was expecting them to do was possibly do some tests and give me medications and release me home that afternoon. Well, it was slightly more serious than I thought it would be. I let it drag on for 4 days, and it had gotten quite infected by then. Well! That's me! I let everything go on until I am almost on my death bed. One of these days, that just might be the death of me. Well, after running these tests, they decided they wanted to keep me there overnight for observation. I was not ready to stay there overnight! I didn't have my tablet, or anything to work on, nor any of my Timmy pics, or music, or DVDs, I hadn't even fed my fish that night! I didn't even take my ear care solution! I didn't have a shower, or a change of underwear and I was all hot and musty. It was the most disgusting night I ever spent anywhere in my life! I was totally unprepared! My dishes were not cleaned, the house was not cleaned. It was almost like just being whisked away from my life into limbo. Or into a state of suspended animation. They gave me rigorous doses of antibiotics, and the redness in my leg went down.
The worst thing of this whole ordeal was I am so darn tired! I slept last night, until they woke me up again at 5:30 this morning for another IV of antibiotics. Since then, my sleep has been off and on and no more than about an hour a piece. I tried several times to take a nap, but every time I was just getting to sleep, someone would come in and want to do something. There came a point where I almost just shouted "LEAVE ME ALONE!!! I just want to sleep!!" I was so exhausted by the time I was finally released, I'm still tired now at this hour. And I come home to find out someone has been in my apartment without my permission! And it's not Anna! I got a notice because the apartment was not clean. Well! What the Hell do they expect? I wasn't even able to clean myself before I left for the hospital! Let alone this apartment.
My activities are not limited, and I am able to walk, but it is still very painful. I told Anna that I need to just stay off this leg for a couple days, which means she is going to have to be the one to put Vegas and Minnie out. And she doesn't have to, but if she wants to keep doing this job, she'll have to do it alone until I feel I can go on those long walks again. Should be no more than a couple days. More than anything, I am pissed that someone was in my apartment without my permission! I don't like strangers in my house!! I feel a bit violated.
Well now they are saying I have to clean up. I'm like DUH! I couldn't clean up before I left yesterday. I fully expected to be in and out in just a few hours. I had no idea they were going to keep me there overnight! Now, I cannot clean up until I get somewhat better. Whoever it was had no business being in here in the first place! This is my place, I pay rent. Ya know I wonder if other apartments are like this? I never remember the landlord we had in Ocean Shores breaking into our apartment without our permission. The one time she had to go in while we were away, she made double sure she had our verbal permission. But in this case, no one ever even asked me if they could come in. They just came in, apparently.
Well, I won't be making any deliveries for a while. Wednesday afternoon, the pain in my leg was unbearable, and it had turned red. I began to suspect tendonitis. So Anna said she was taking me to the hospital right away to get that checked. So we went. I was not sick and feverish, and all I was expecting them to do was possibly do some tests and give me medications and release me home that afternoon. Well, it was slightly more serious than I thought it would be. I let it drag on for 4 days, and it had gotten quite infected by then. Well! That's me! I let everything go on until I am almost on my death bed. One of these days, that just might be the death of me. Well, after running these tests, they decided they wanted to keep me there overnight for observation. I was not ready to stay there overnight! I didn't have my tablet, or anything to work on, nor any of my Timmy pics, or music, or DVDs, I hadn't even fed my fish that night! I didn't even take my ear care solution! I didn't have a shower, or a change of underwear and I was all hot and musty. It was the most disgusting night I ever spent anywhere in my life! I was totally unprepared! My dishes were not cleaned, the house was not cleaned. It was almost like just being whisked away from my life into limbo. Or into a state of suspended animation. They gave me rigorous doses of antibiotics, and the redness in my leg went down.
The worst thing of this whole ordeal was I am so darn tired! I slept last night, until they woke me up again at 5:30 this morning for another IV of antibiotics. Since then, my sleep has been off and on and no more than about an hour a piece. I tried several times to take a nap, but every time I was just getting to sleep, someone would come in and want to do something. There came a point where I almost just shouted "LEAVE ME ALONE!!! I just want to sleep!!" I was so exhausted by the time I was finally released, I'm still tired now at this hour. And I come home to find out someone has been in my apartment without my permission! And it's not Anna! I got a notice because the apartment was not clean. Well! What the Hell do they expect? I wasn't even able to clean myself before I left for the hospital! Let alone this apartment.
My activities are not limited, and I am able to walk, but it is still very painful. I told Anna that I need to just stay off this leg for a couple days, which means she is going to have to be the one to put Vegas and Minnie out. And she doesn't have to, but if she wants to keep doing this job, she'll have to do it alone until I feel I can go on those long walks again. Should be no more than a couple days. More than anything, I am pissed that someone was in my apartment without my permission! I don't like strangers in my house!! I feel a bit violated.
Well now they are saying I have to clean up. I'm like DUH! I couldn't clean up before I left yesterday. I fully expected to be in and out in just a few hours. I had no idea they were going to keep me there overnight! Now, I cannot clean up until I get somewhat better. Whoever it was had no business being in here in the first place! This is my place, I pay rent. Ya know I wonder if other apartments are like this? I never remember the landlord we had in Ocean Shores breaking into our apartment without our permission. The one time she had to go in while we were away, she made double sure she had our verbal permission. But in this case, no one ever even asked me if they could come in. They just came in, apparently.
Tuesday, May 29, 2012
Sinfully Endulgent!
Well, my birthday is over, and I had a good one. We have still yet to celebrate, that comes next month when Anna will be able to take me out and have some real fun. I don't mind not having the real fun on my birthday, I understand about those end-of-the-month money problems. I ordered a cake from a local baker here in town, she calls her business Sinfully Sweet. She makes some AWESOME cakes!!!!! She had a promotional thing going where if you spend $40, you get a dozen free cupcakes. So I wanted to do that. I ordered a banana cake and I wanted INXS on it, with lemurs playing guitars. Well I got the INXS logo, but the lemurs were missing. I asked her where they were and she said there was no room for them in the box. She never called nor nothing to tell me or Anna that she could not do the lemurs. I was a little bit pissed off. I still kindof am! Mostly because I thought that's what we were essentially paying $40 for!! I could have gone somewhere else and got the same thing probably for less than that amount. Anyone could have done the INXS logo. I could have done that if that was all I wanted! But I was so looking forward to seeing those cute little lemurs on top of that cake! That makes me mad. Remember I said I ordered those different varieties of cupcakes on my last post. Again, I was looking forward to trying them. Well, all she brought was a dozen lemon cupcakes. I was so disappointed. Not that the cake and the cupcakes are not good! They're Heavenly! It's just when I order something, I expect to get exactly what I want. And if she could not do it, I wish she had called me and told me "I'm sorry, I could not make the lemurs to put on your cake". I would have felt so much better! Or at least I would have known what to expect ahead of time. And the excuse she gave me! The box isn't big enough. I asked her what her limits were when she first visited us.
Well aside from the big disappointments, the cake and cupcakes are awesome! I even shared some with our buddies, and they think it's good too. The only thing wrong with the banana cake is it's too heavy. Anna and I found ourselves having some trouble finishing a slice yesterday. The woman who made the cakes is a very nice person. The only thing that really disappointed me was that she did not do my lemur sculptures that I was so looking forward to seeing! I told all my friends about it too. Here and on Facebook. Anna's cake came out awesome when I ordered it from a special bakery. I don't know why mine didn't come out that good. I ordered Anna a volcano cake, and it was great! It came out wonderful! But I was oh so disappointed when I didn't get the lemur sculptures. And I thought that's what we were mostly paying for. So I just chalk it down to this: Anna paid $20 for the cake and $20 for the cupcakes. It's the only way to look at the positive and not think I somehow got jilted.
Well aside from the big disappointments, the cake and cupcakes are awesome! I even shared some with our buddies, and they think it's good too. The only thing wrong with the banana cake is it's too heavy. Anna and I found ourselves having some trouble finishing a slice yesterday. The woman who made the cakes is a very nice person. The only thing that really disappointed me was that she did not do my lemur sculptures that I was so looking forward to seeing! I told all my friends about it too. Here and on Facebook. Anna's cake came out awesome when I ordered it from a special bakery. I don't know why mine didn't come out that good. I ordered Anna a volcano cake, and it was great! It came out wonderful! But I was oh so disappointed when I didn't get the lemur sculptures. And I thought that's what we were mostly paying for. So I just chalk it down to this: Anna paid $20 for the cake and $20 for the cupcakes. It's the only way to look at the positive and not think I somehow got jilted.
Sunday, May 27, 2012
New Timmyfan Documentary Coming Soon!
I won't be putting it up on YouTube, but I will put it on Vimeo. I want to make a documentary about the Westboro Baptist Church. I might even throw in a prank call to them of my own. LOL! Actually, it'll be a little more like a talk show. I'll be discussing what I think of them mostly. I want to outline things about their founder, their preachings, their hypocrisy, and all that good stuff. I collected some clips I found of them all over YouTube that I intend to use to highlight these things. I hate to give them any airtime, but I have to say what I think about them and their delirious preachings! I am a Christian, and I hate being compared to these people! I'm the kind of Christian that believes GOD has mercy on people. That's why HE created us. They say gay people are cursed by GOD, that HE created them just to be cursed. I say that's a bunch of bullshit! They tell gay people to just stop what they're doing and repent! That is very hypocritical, if GOD made them that way, how can they just "stop it"?? Nothing they say makes any sense!
You mention any of this to any of them, they tell you "Oh you just don't have faith" or "You hate GOD and you hate HIS message!" No, I don't hate HIS message! I just hate the Phelps! I hate all members of the WBC because all non-Christians judge all of us by these people, telling us we are just like them. Well, I am NOT like them!! I don't hate gays. I don't hate America. I don't thank GOD for dead soldiers! I don't thank GOD for 9-11. The only people I hate are haters themselves. Bigots. I may be a redneck, but I am a civilized redneck. I'm not even like other rednecks. I'm not even like my ma! I'm not one to tell anyone they're going to Hell simply because of their beliefs. I don't feel that is my place. Yes I thank GOD for all HIS righteous decisions, when they apply to ME! But not when it involves the death of someone else's family member or friend. Again, I don't think that's my place. We're supposed to comfort one another in times of sorrow. We're not supposed to show up at someone else's funeral, whom we do not know in the first place, and tell the family their child, or their parent, or whatever relation the mourner has with the deceased, that that person is in Hell and GOD hates them. Who the Hell does that? Except some crazy, twisted, evil individual! That is NOT me!!! And they make a mockery of the dead, and the people who mourn them. That's wrong! And it's dumb!
The only people the WBC resembles are the haters. That's why I labeled them rednecks from the first day! Rednecks are known for being somewhat bigoted. Plus, I think they're inbreeding. I don't think anyone in that church, even those supposedly connected by marriage, is not in some ways related by blood. Shirley's husband (whose last name is Roper) may just be her cousin. I would not doubt it. But I guess that means GOD does not speak out against inbreeding. These people seem to think if it is not mentioned in the Bible then it does not exist, which is terrible. There are many things mentioned in the Bible that I don't believe in, like giants and fairies, and there are some things that are not mentioned in the Bible that do exist, like DNA and dinosaurs (which once did exist). But there are unicorns. A unicorn is a rhinoceros. The Asian rhino to be exact. It's not a thin, white, horselike animal with one horn sticking out the top of it's head. That kind of unicorn does not exist anywhere at any time.
Well anyway, I'd love to work on this project. I haven't started yet, but I will. I'm still trying to think of a layout. I want to put some clips of myself on there, and I want to do some documentation. Not with words on the screen, but actual talking. Gosh I wish I had a voice like those radio people!! My voice SUCKS!!! I think I sound like a guy! I should sound like a girl. It's these damn pills I'm on! Well, when this is done, I will be putting it on Vimeo and thus embedding it here in a future post.
You mention any of this to any of them, they tell you "Oh you just don't have faith" or "You hate GOD and you hate HIS message!" No, I don't hate HIS message! I just hate the Phelps! I hate all members of the WBC because all non-Christians judge all of us by these people, telling us we are just like them. Well, I am NOT like them!! I don't hate gays. I don't hate America. I don't thank GOD for dead soldiers! I don't thank GOD for 9-11. The only people I hate are haters themselves. Bigots. I may be a redneck, but I am a civilized redneck. I'm not even like other rednecks. I'm not even like my ma! I'm not one to tell anyone they're going to Hell simply because of their beliefs. I don't feel that is my place. Yes I thank GOD for all HIS righteous decisions, when they apply to ME! But not when it involves the death of someone else's family member or friend. Again, I don't think that's my place. We're supposed to comfort one another in times of sorrow. We're not supposed to show up at someone else's funeral, whom we do not know in the first place, and tell the family their child, or their parent, or whatever relation the mourner has with the deceased, that that person is in Hell and GOD hates them. Who the Hell does that? Except some crazy, twisted, evil individual! That is NOT me!!! And they make a mockery of the dead, and the people who mourn them. That's wrong! And it's dumb!
The only people the WBC resembles are the haters. That's why I labeled them rednecks from the first day! Rednecks are known for being somewhat bigoted. Plus, I think they're inbreeding. I don't think anyone in that church, even those supposedly connected by marriage, is not in some ways related by blood. Shirley's husband (whose last name is Roper) may just be her cousin. I would not doubt it. But I guess that means GOD does not speak out against inbreeding. These people seem to think if it is not mentioned in the Bible then it does not exist, which is terrible. There are many things mentioned in the Bible that I don't believe in, like giants and fairies, and there are some things that are not mentioned in the Bible that do exist, like DNA and dinosaurs (which once did exist). But there are unicorns. A unicorn is a rhinoceros. The Asian rhino to be exact. It's not a thin, white, horselike animal with one horn sticking out the top of it's head. That kind of unicorn does not exist anywhere at any time.
Well anyway, I'd love to work on this project. I haven't started yet, but I will. I'm still trying to think of a layout. I want to put some clips of myself on there, and I want to do some documentation. Not with words on the screen, but actual talking. Gosh I wish I had a voice like those radio people!! My voice SUCKS!!! I think I sound like a guy! I should sound like a girl. It's these damn pills I'm on! Well, when this is done, I will be putting it on Vimeo and thus embedding it here in a future post.
Saturday, May 26, 2012
Another Year In My Life
Well, another year in my life will soon come to pass. My b-day is this Monday, and frankly this year, I cannot wait! We're having something special, me and my sis. She ordered me a birthday cake from a cake sculptor, you know, like the Cake Boss. I told the person what I like and she's going to put the 2 things I love the most on the cake. I told her I love INXS and lemurs. So she's going to use fondant to make the INXS logo, and I told her I want lemurs on top, playing guitars. I hope she can do it! I will take a pic of the cake when I get it and post it here and on Facebook. I saw her website, and she seems to be able to make almost anything! She asked me what flavor cake I want and I chose a type I haven't had in a LONG time! I chose to have a banana cake this year. I love banana cake and I haven't had one since 1988. I just hope she doesn't put like raisins or walnuts in it. I just want a plain banana cake. Nothing to take away the flavor of the cake. I like walnuts, but I hate raisins!! I just don't want walnuts in this cake. I don't really like nuts in cake. When I bite into a cake, I like to have a smooth texture. Nothing to abrogate that. Raisins have always grossed me out! I hate them! I cannot remember a time in my life that I even halfway liked raisins. I like grapes for sure, but I hate raisins. I guess because their flavor is much stronger than grapes. I know they're made from red grapes, which are not my grapes of choice. I like green grapes much better. I'll eat red, but I hesitate to do so, because you can't really see if they're bruised or rotten or anything as easily as you can with green grapes.
Well, I'll soon be over the hill. I found that I am actually becoming more active in my old age! Especially with the excitement of working on my jewelry pieces. I love doing that! I just finished a project that I did some woodburning as well as making earrings. I made some lemur earrings using some little wooden disks I got at a craft store. I also ordered myself a jewelry drill, so I can drill holes to put in the wires and attach these disks to a earring hook. I'm very excited about this! I also want to make some earrings with Groucho's pic on them. But that may be a while away. There's some things I need to get first, and need to perfect. In the process, I will need Anna's computer very soon.
Well, now I have heard from all my relatives and friends, they all sent me something, or have called to wish me a happy birthday. I don't expect to hear anything from anyone here though. I really do not consider anyone here close enough to be a friend, not in that sense! Someone may surprise me and say something, but believe me I don't expect it. I call the people I communicate with most here my "buddies". I like them, and I will talk to them, but how often do they invite me and Anna to parties? Or give us any acknowledgement, besides occasionally saying hello to us? They do say hello, but have only once invited us to any of their gatherings. They probably never will again either, and believe it or not, I blame Anna. The last time we were both invited to a gathering, Anna ate some jello, and asked what was in it. When the person who made it answered pineapple, Anna shouted "Uh oh! I can't have pineapple!" It was so embarrassing! And it made the person feel bad that made it. No one told Anna to take it. She did that on her own! So she should have kept her mouth SHUT!!! Anna needs to learn to be more like me. If I don't know what's in something, I don't eat it. I have pineapple allergies too. If I even think something has pineapple in it, I won't put it in my mouth. That's why I won't eat anything I cannot recognize. Anna doesn't care, she puts everything in her mouth and then later asks what's in it. That's what leads to confrontations like this. And that is most likely why we never get invited anywhere with our buddies.
Don't misunderstand me, I love our buds. They're great people. I just haven't known them long enough, or done enough with them, to consider them friends. So, I don't expect to hear anything from any of them. Deb does the calendar for this place, and she didn't even put the little picture decal next to my name, like she did with everyone else. And Deb is one person I consider one of our buds. But that's OK, she won't get a piece of my cake, either :) I also get a dozen specialty cupcakes for free, as part of a promotional deal. I ordered some exotic flavors! This lady can do anything with the cupcakes. I ordered some lemon cupcakes, some cookies-and-cream cupcakes, some chocolate cupcakes with lavendar icing, and key-lime cupcakes. I thought I was the only one who did key-lime cupcakes! But she does them too. I cannot wait to try them!
Well, yesterday Anna and I started a job delivering phone books. You know all week long here it was nice, warm and sunny. And yesterday when we started that job it was cold, windy and rainy. I predicted that too! Thursday night, I was hopping in the shower and I was thinking out loud to myself that I will bet anything that the next day, when we go to work, it will be raining! I just knew it would be! That's my luck! Sure enough, it did all day yesterday. Not only did it rain, it was SNOWING! Fortunately we were not outside all the time. We drove around most of the time we were out in the field. But there were times we were out walking around for long periods of time. It reminded me a bit of when we had that paper route. That was the worst damn job! So is this, but at least it pays good! Anna gets more than me because she's the driver. But that's OK. It all goes for the same thing. This summer, Anna and I are planning a trip to the coast. I want her to leave me there!! But I cannot stay. I'd have no place to stay! Well, Anna and I were talking last night and she was hoping I would move to Coos Bay. That's where I wanted to move in the first place, because Anna said she found a job she could do, using her talents, in Medford. Well, maybe when she graduates and can land a job there as a map-maker, I will move to Coos Bay. Who knows? I like Coos Bay. The only thing I don't like is that it's so close to the California border. But I can live with that, if Anna can get a job in Medford. She can afford to buy me a house in Coos Bay! LOL! ;)
Well, I'll soon be over the hill. I found that I am actually becoming more active in my old age! Especially with the excitement of working on my jewelry pieces. I love doing that! I just finished a project that I did some woodburning as well as making earrings. I made some lemur earrings using some little wooden disks I got at a craft store. I also ordered myself a jewelry drill, so I can drill holes to put in the wires and attach these disks to a earring hook. I'm very excited about this! I also want to make some earrings with Groucho's pic on them. But that may be a while away. There's some things I need to get first, and need to perfect. In the process, I will need Anna's computer very soon.
Well, now I have heard from all my relatives and friends, they all sent me something, or have called to wish me a happy birthday. I don't expect to hear anything from anyone here though. I really do not consider anyone here close enough to be a friend, not in that sense! Someone may surprise me and say something, but believe me I don't expect it. I call the people I communicate with most here my "buddies". I like them, and I will talk to them, but how often do they invite me and Anna to parties? Or give us any acknowledgement, besides occasionally saying hello to us? They do say hello, but have only once invited us to any of their gatherings. They probably never will again either, and believe it or not, I blame Anna. The last time we were both invited to a gathering, Anna ate some jello, and asked what was in it. When the person who made it answered pineapple, Anna shouted "Uh oh! I can't have pineapple!" It was so embarrassing! And it made the person feel bad that made it. No one told Anna to take it. She did that on her own! So she should have kept her mouth SHUT!!! Anna needs to learn to be more like me. If I don't know what's in something, I don't eat it. I have pineapple allergies too. If I even think something has pineapple in it, I won't put it in my mouth. That's why I won't eat anything I cannot recognize. Anna doesn't care, she puts everything in her mouth and then later asks what's in it. That's what leads to confrontations like this. And that is most likely why we never get invited anywhere with our buddies.
Don't misunderstand me, I love our buds. They're great people. I just haven't known them long enough, or done enough with them, to consider them friends. So, I don't expect to hear anything from any of them. Deb does the calendar for this place, and she didn't even put the little picture decal next to my name, like she did with everyone else. And Deb is one person I consider one of our buds. But that's OK, she won't get a piece of my cake, either :) I also get a dozen specialty cupcakes for free, as part of a promotional deal. I ordered some exotic flavors! This lady can do anything with the cupcakes. I ordered some lemon cupcakes, some cookies-and-cream cupcakes, some chocolate cupcakes with lavendar icing, and key-lime cupcakes. I thought I was the only one who did key-lime cupcakes! But she does them too. I cannot wait to try them!
Well, yesterday Anna and I started a job delivering phone books. You know all week long here it was nice, warm and sunny. And yesterday when we started that job it was cold, windy and rainy. I predicted that too! Thursday night, I was hopping in the shower and I was thinking out loud to myself that I will bet anything that the next day, when we go to work, it will be raining! I just knew it would be! That's my luck! Sure enough, it did all day yesterday. Not only did it rain, it was SNOWING! Fortunately we were not outside all the time. We drove around most of the time we were out in the field. But there were times we were out walking around for long periods of time. It reminded me a bit of when we had that paper route. That was the worst damn job! So is this, but at least it pays good! Anna gets more than me because she's the driver. But that's OK. It all goes for the same thing. This summer, Anna and I are planning a trip to the coast. I want her to leave me there!! But I cannot stay. I'd have no place to stay! Well, Anna and I were talking last night and she was hoping I would move to Coos Bay. That's where I wanted to move in the first place, because Anna said she found a job she could do, using her talents, in Medford. Well, maybe when she graduates and can land a job there as a map-maker, I will move to Coos Bay. Who knows? I like Coos Bay. The only thing I don't like is that it's so close to the California border. But I can live with that, if Anna can get a job in Medford. She can afford to buy me a house in Coos Bay! LOL! ;)
Sunday, May 20, 2012
Anna Blames Me!
I had to close down the comments to this blog because the fanatical vegans go crazy and use their rights of free speech irresponsibly. I equate them to being like the Westboro Baptist Church members. They harass and don't know when to shut up, and the more they push their beliefs, the more I want to rail against them. Poor Anna wanted to post a comment last night on this blog and I told her I only allow members to post now. But she is a member! Maybe she just forgot that she is. I see her on the member's list though. What I don't like is how Anna accuses me of being the one bringing those dumbasses to this blog, when I am not. Well, I post the link to this one post explaining why I closed the comments section of my vegan videos, and I don't mind comments from friendly vegans. But disrespectful vegans like ahivemind, who comment irresponsibly, we can all do without him. But then again, if I am correct (and I usually am) he's a teenager. Teenagers don't know how to act responsibly.
I told Anna why I closed the ability for outsiders to comment, and the first thing (always) out of her mouth was "You need to stop going into those damn vegan videos!" I told her I don't go to their videos! The fanatical vegans are the ones who are obsessed with me. Not the other way around. I don't give a shit about the damn fanatical vegans, but it looks like they are tearing me and my sis apart. In a small way. She blames me because they are obsessed with me. I'd usually be flattered. I knew once I started commenting on my vegan friends' Facebook pages that it would give the fanatics some kind of permission to harass me, when that is not the case. I go to Facebook to see my friends, from out of state. I don't go there to allow strangers to harass me. Of course they usually don't on Facebook, but they do view my videos and come to my blog. And I don't mind it as long as they are respectful, and not trying to push their views on me. I mean seriously, what part of "NO, I won't change" don't they understand?? And maybe they don't realize it, but the pushier they get, the better they make eating meat sound. I enjoyed that chicken sandwich I had the day ahivemind started commenting here! He made that even more possible. Not that I would have liked it any less if he hadn't commented! But he just made it taste even better, and made me enjoy eating "dead animal flesh" even more! LOL! I do have vegan friends, and I try to understand their way of thinking. But when people like ahivemind are so disrespectful, it just ruins everything. It destroys my ability to understand how vegans like to live, because he was so contradictory to what I've always been told by my vegan friends what makes a vegan a vegan. The sad part is that ahivemind is not the only vegan I've met like that. In fact in my experience, the "evil" vegans have outnumbered the good vegans 20 to 1. So it's easy to rail against them, call them pushy and impudent, and close my ears and eyes to their causes. Thus makes it hard to understand them.
I was thinking back to that comment I read in an article last week about the rise in the number of fat people. It was the comment by the single guy who said he's running out of choices because most young girls nowadays are fat. I laughed at his comment! But you know what would stop this rise in obesity? First thing to get rid of the number of fast food places. I rarely eat any fast food. I prefer to do my own cooking here at home. Then I know what is going into my food. Another thing that would stop it is if fat-haters would keep their mouths SHUT!! Though it is not so true with me, the reason a lot of women are fat is because they are depressed eaters. They have something called Binge Eating Disorder, and they often eat when they feel bad. It's an addiction. It's not as simple as telling someone to exercise more and eat less. No. This is a disease that has nothing to do with a thyroid, or hormone problem. This is a stress-related disease. And part of the problem is people calling fat people names. It makes the fat person feel worse, and feeling bad just makes them want to eat more. Though that is not the case with me, I only eat when I am hungry, and that usually means I only eat one good meal a day. After that, it's usually snacks that get me because I love chocolate! But even those I don't eat unless I am hungry. I once heard that if you feel hunger, you're doing something wrong in your diet. You're not supposed to feel hungry, that's basically your body screaming "HEY! I need some nourishment!" Then when you eat, it stores your food as fat. That's my problem, I never eat unless I feel hungry. That's why when I was eating 6 small meals a day I managed to keep my weight down pretty good, and I was energized. It was only after I stopped doing that that I began to gain weight. When I say 6 small meals, I mean SMALL! And on that diet, I never felt hungry, and I managed a good weight of only 108 pounds maximum. :) Then I had that surgery and my metabolism changed, and I started eating only once a day. On a good day, I'd eat twice, but those days are rare.
Binge eaters though are a whole other story! They eat whenever they feel bad, or hungry. Food is comfort for them. It's like people who are depressed and cut themselves. The world looks at them and thinks "That's weird!" But for that person, it's a form of comfort. And if a person who is fat and a binge-eater is called names, it only makes their stress worse. So yes, in a way, society is responsible for creating fat people. But society doesn't realize it because they blame the fat person, thinking their best cure is to just stop eating so much and exercise more. The truth is, eating disorders are all still very much misunderstood. I see people who feel bad for anorexics, and then turn around and poke fun at a fat person. The fact of the matter is, they're both the same, both have eating disorders. No one really knows what causes one or the other. Anorexics exist because they see themselves as something they are not. Fat people exist most likely because of stress. Both are the roots of a mental problem, but they feel bad for the anorexic because they are not fat. And there is a stereotype for fat people that most people follow that prevents the average person from having the same feelings about fat people that they have about anorexics. I hope that made sense!!!! What I am trying to say is people think of fat people as mean, stinky, and disgusting, so it's easy for the average person not to even attempt to understand fat people. Just like I will never understand vegans. But see, those are the things that causes one person to turn against another unjustly. I don't stereotype! Or I try not to. Sometimes I try to understand why some stereotypes exist. Discrimination, I really hate that word. I think people should be able to like who they want to, but at the same time, give people a chance. You never know. One fat person could turn out to be the nicest person you could ever meet. I can be as sweet as a baby until someone crosses me. Usually though I try to match them tone-to-tone.
The point is, I can be very nice. But most people will never know how nice I can be because they look at me and all they see is a fat person. So they automatically assume I am as hateful as most other fat people are. That's usually why I don't like meeting people online, and I don't always consider anyone a friend unless I have met them in person first. But people have to know, I am going to speak my mind. That's just how I am. But I usually try to keep it at a civil level.
Just yesterday I was at the dog park and our buddies were all there, including Deb. Well, we started talking about a dog that belongs to one of the residents here. She says it's a pomeranian, but to me it does not look pure. It's coat is very loose, and in fact when I first saw that dog, I thought it was a poorly-bred longcoat chihuahua. Pomeranians have a long, thick coat, this dog doesn't. Not at all. Well, Deb said that this dog is AKC registered and all, so it is a purebred pomeranian. I said then it must have been bred by a very poor breeder. In essence, the breeder is in it for the money, not for the love of the breed. Deb almost sounded to me like she was getting a bit pissed because I said that. But really AKC registration means nothing. No more than registering a car. Although AKC is cracking down on poor breeding practices, there are still unethical people using AKC. Minnie is AKC registered, and she was from a puppymill. AKC registration does not guarantee you are getting a good dog. The thing to look for is what the breeder themselves are like. Do they know their dogs' lines? Do they test for genetic diseases? Do they even go to dog shows? I have been to several! I used to love going to dog shows until I found out what douchebags show breeders are. I hate sounding like one too! I hated to discuss that with our buddies, but there is a possibility it's true. I left that life behind. I don't even breed anymore. But when I did, I made sure I did it with specimens that were the best I could get. Vegas is a very nice-looking chihuahua. I'm not saying that to be vain or anything, but he rather closely fits the standard. He was line-bred with a proven champion producer, and came out great! He could have been shown, but again, I left that life behind. There are things I want to do before I am too old to enjoy them. Spending my weekends with a bunch of douchebag show breeders striving for a purple ribbon that may or may not happen is not among those things! And show breeders ridicule those of us who indeed try, but have yet to obtain any ribbons, reserves or even points.
I told Anna why I closed the ability for outsiders to comment, and the first thing (always) out of her mouth was "You need to stop going into those damn vegan videos!" I told her I don't go to their videos! The fanatical vegans are the ones who are obsessed with me. Not the other way around. I don't give a shit about the damn fanatical vegans, but it looks like they are tearing me and my sis apart. In a small way. She blames me because they are obsessed with me. I'd usually be flattered. I knew once I started commenting on my vegan friends' Facebook pages that it would give the fanatics some kind of permission to harass me, when that is not the case. I go to Facebook to see my friends, from out of state. I don't go there to allow strangers to harass me. Of course they usually don't on Facebook, but they do view my videos and come to my blog. And I don't mind it as long as they are respectful, and not trying to push their views on me. I mean seriously, what part of "NO, I won't change" don't they understand?? And maybe they don't realize it, but the pushier they get, the better they make eating meat sound. I enjoyed that chicken sandwich I had the day ahivemind started commenting here! He made that even more possible. Not that I would have liked it any less if he hadn't commented! But he just made it taste even better, and made me enjoy eating "dead animal flesh" even more! LOL! I do have vegan friends, and I try to understand their way of thinking. But when people like ahivemind are so disrespectful, it just ruins everything. It destroys my ability to understand how vegans like to live, because he was so contradictory to what I've always been told by my vegan friends what makes a vegan a vegan. The sad part is that ahivemind is not the only vegan I've met like that. In fact in my experience, the "evil" vegans have outnumbered the good vegans 20 to 1. So it's easy to rail against them, call them pushy and impudent, and close my ears and eyes to their causes. Thus makes it hard to understand them.
I was thinking back to that comment I read in an article last week about the rise in the number of fat people. It was the comment by the single guy who said he's running out of choices because most young girls nowadays are fat. I laughed at his comment! But you know what would stop this rise in obesity? First thing to get rid of the number of fast food places. I rarely eat any fast food. I prefer to do my own cooking here at home. Then I know what is going into my food. Another thing that would stop it is if fat-haters would keep their mouths SHUT!! Though it is not so true with me, the reason a lot of women are fat is because they are depressed eaters. They have something called Binge Eating Disorder, and they often eat when they feel bad. It's an addiction. It's not as simple as telling someone to exercise more and eat less. No. This is a disease that has nothing to do with a thyroid, or hormone problem. This is a stress-related disease. And part of the problem is people calling fat people names. It makes the fat person feel worse, and feeling bad just makes them want to eat more. Though that is not the case with me, I only eat when I am hungry, and that usually means I only eat one good meal a day. After that, it's usually snacks that get me because I love chocolate! But even those I don't eat unless I am hungry. I once heard that if you feel hunger, you're doing something wrong in your diet. You're not supposed to feel hungry, that's basically your body screaming "HEY! I need some nourishment!" Then when you eat, it stores your food as fat. That's my problem, I never eat unless I feel hungry. That's why when I was eating 6 small meals a day I managed to keep my weight down pretty good, and I was energized. It was only after I stopped doing that that I began to gain weight. When I say 6 small meals, I mean SMALL! And on that diet, I never felt hungry, and I managed a good weight of only 108 pounds maximum. :) Then I had that surgery and my metabolism changed, and I started eating only once a day. On a good day, I'd eat twice, but those days are rare.
Binge eaters though are a whole other story! They eat whenever they feel bad, or hungry. Food is comfort for them. It's like people who are depressed and cut themselves. The world looks at them and thinks "That's weird!" But for that person, it's a form of comfort. And if a person who is fat and a binge-eater is called names, it only makes their stress worse. So yes, in a way, society is responsible for creating fat people. But society doesn't realize it because they blame the fat person, thinking their best cure is to just stop eating so much and exercise more. The truth is, eating disorders are all still very much misunderstood. I see people who feel bad for anorexics, and then turn around and poke fun at a fat person. The fact of the matter is, they're both the same, both have eating disorders. No one really knows what causes one or the other. Anorexics exist because they see themselves as something they are not. Fat people exist most likely because of stress. Both are the roots of a mental problem, but they feel bad for the anorexic because they are not fat. And there is a stereotype for fat people that most people follow that prevents the average person from having the same feelings about fat people that they have about anorexics. I hope that made sense!!!! What I am trying to say is people think of fat people as mean, stinky, and disgusting, so it's easy for the average person not to even attempt to understand fat people. Just like I will never understand vegans. But see, those are the things that causes one person to turn against another unjustly. I don't stereotype! Or I try not to. Sometimes I try to understand why some stereotypes exist. Discrimination, I really hate that word. I think people should be able to like who they want to, but at the same time, give people a chance. You never know. One fat person could turn out to be the nicest person you could ever meet. I can be as sweet as a baby until someone crosses me. Usually though I try to match them tone-to-tone.
The point is, I can be very nice. But most people will never know how nice I can be because they look at me and all they see is a fat person. So they automatically assume I am as hateful as most other fat people are. That's usually why I don't like meeting people online, and I don't always consider anyone a friend unless I have met them in person first. But people have to know, I am going to speak my mind. That's just how I am. But I usually try to keep it at a civil level.
Just yesterday I was at the dog park and our buddies were all there, including Deb. Well, we started talking about a dog that belongs to one of the residents here. She says it's a pomeranian, but to me it does not look pure. It's coat is very loose, and in fact when I first saw that dog, I thought it was a poorly-bred longcoat chihuahua. Pomeranians have a long, thick coat, this dog doesn't. Not at all. Well, Deb said that this dog is AKC registered and all, so it is a purebred pomeranian. I said then it must have been bred by a very poor breeder. In essence, the breeder is in it for the money, not for the love of the breed. Deb almost sounded to me like she was getting a bit pissed because I said that. But really AKC registration means nothing. No more than registering a car. Although AKC is cracking down on poor breeding practices, there are still unethical people using AKC. Minnie is AKC registered, and she was from a puppymill. AKC registration does not guarantee you are getting a good dog. The thing to look for is what the breeder themselves are like. Do they know their dogs' lines? Do they test for genetic diseases? Do they even go to dog shows? I have been to several! I used to love going to dog shows until I found out what douchebags show breeders are. I hate sounding like one too! I hated to discuss that with our buddies, but there is a possibility it's true. I left that life behind. I don't even breed anymore. But when I did, I made sure I did it with specimens that were the best I could get. Vegas is a very nice-looking chihuahua. I'm not saying that to be vain or anything, but he rather closely fits the standard. He was line-bred with a proven champion producer, and came out great! He could have been shown, but again, I left that life behind. There are things I want to do before I am too old to enjoy them. Spending my weekends with a bunch of douchebag show breeders striving for a purple ribbon that may or may not happen is not among those things! And show breeders ridicule those of us who indeed try, but have yet to obtain any ribbons, reserves or even points.
Friday, May 18, 2012
Another St. Helens Anniversary
Well, it is the 18th of May again, and a day to remember those people who became the victims of the mountain back in 1980. It was the beginning of the decade, and you know what the funny thing about it was? When my sis was in 2nd grade, back in the early 70s, she asked her teacher what he thought the 1980s were going to be like. The teacher answered back "I have no idea, but I have the feeling it's going to go off with a bang!" Sure enough, it did! Since my sis told me that story, I often wondered if that teacher ever thought about that conversation he had with her that day, and what he said, and how true it has come to be. The 80s did begin with a bang! The biggest bang you could ever imagine! Even though it's May, it's still very early in the year.
Well, I can tell you Mount St. Helens has played a big role in making me who I am. They say every event that happens in our lives shapes us in some way. I think Mount St. Helens has made me tougher, more of a survivor. And this will be the first year I will be spending so far away from the mountain. I grew up there, and lived there for almost my entire life. Sometimes, since I've moved here, I weep thinking about all I left behind to move here. I sometimes question why I moved here in the first place. I don't belong here. Washington is my home. Anna's too. I'd give anything to move back there now, it wouldn't even have to be the coast. I'd settle for living closer to Mount St. Helens again! I miss it like everything!
Many more of my writings have also been inspired by Mount St. Helens than any other subject. Offhand, I can think of 3 stories that I wrote, or collaborated on, where the main subject is Mount St. Helens. Including a story where INXS (with Michael) are on tour and swerve off their route to go see the mountain. Although I am thinking about tweaking the story a bit. I started that story as an idea back in 1998, having discussed INXS a lot in the chatrooms and already being a fan of the volcano, as it was almost at my doorstep back then. I figured why not write a story combining both subjects? It was fun, and I began to write the story. I didn't use the band's true characters (I twisted their personalities around almost beyond recognition for the sake of the story) but I do mention the guys and have images of them throughout the story. Many of them images of the guys playing in the devastation areas. I started that story in 1998, but didn't complete it until 2005. The one thing that made the finishing of that story so slow was the ending. I could not come up with one that I thought was good enough. Looking back on it now, I probably should have thought about it some more. Well, I'm better seasoned as a writer now! LOL! A lot of times I look back on my past works and think they need some tweaking done, and I actually have done some tweaking in the past. Not every story I present on the UMG Productions site is exactly the way it was originally written. I've done some adding and taking away. Some of my stories from my teens and early 20s were much too violent to be considered children's stories, or even stories for young adults, and some things were just downright unacceptable. Sometimes I have to write and re-write stories several times because I am notoriously bad at endings!
Well anyway, I wanted to do something I've never done before on this blog, I wanted to list the names of the people who were victims of the eruption. Some people died, or went missing, right away. Some were rescued and died later on due to the eruption.
Confirmed Victims:
Reid Turner Blackburn, Vancouver, WA
Terry A. Crall Kelso, WA
Joel K. Colten Wyncote, PA
Ronald Lee Conner Tacoma, WA
Clyde Andrew Croft Roy, WA
Jose Arturo Dias Woodburn, OR
Arlene H. Edwards
Jolene H. Edwards Portland, OR
James F. Fitzgerald, Jr. Canton, OH
Allen R. Handy Puyallup, WA
Day Bradley Karr
Day Andrew Karr
Michael Murray Karr, Renton, WA
Christy Liann Killian Vader, WA
Joyce M. Kirkpatrick
Harold (Butch) Kirkpatrick Newberg, OR
Robert Emerson Landsburg Portland, OR
Gerald Lloyd Moore
Shirley (Sam) Moore Kelso, WA
Kevin Christopher Morris
Michelle Lea Morris Olympia, WA.
William Paul Parker
Jean Isabell Parker Portland, OR
Donald R. Parker
Natalie Ali Parker Westport, OR
Richard A. Parker Shelton, WA
Fred D. Rollins
Margery Ellen Rollins Hawthorne, CA
Paul F. Schmidt Silverton, OR
Barbara Lea (Morris) Seibold
Ronald Dale Seibold Olympia, WA
Donald James Selby Everett, WA
Evlanty V. Sharipoff Mt. Angel, OR
Leonty V. Skorohadoff Woodburn, OR
Karen Marie Varner Kelso, WA
Klaus Zimmerman, Spokane, WA
Victims Missing and Presumed Dead:
Wallace Norwood Bowers Winlock, WA
Ellen Loy Dill
Robert W. Dill Kirkland, WA
Bruce Edward Faddis Bend, OR
Thomas G. Gadwa Montesano, WA
Paul Hiatt residence unknown
David A. Johnston Menlo Park, CA
Robert M. Kaseweter Portland, OR
John G. Killian Vader, WA
Robert Lynds Kelso, WA
Gerald O. Martin Concrete, WA
Keith A. Moore Mossyrock, WA
Edward Joseph Murphy
Eleanor Jeanne Murphy Renton, WA
Merlin James (Jim) Pluard
Ruth Kathleen Pluard Toledo, WA
Dale Douglas Thayer Kelso, WA
Harry R. Truman Spirit Lake, WA
James S. Tute
Velvetia Tute, Mission, B.C., Canada
Beverly C. Wetherald, Portland, OR
Well, I can tell you Mount St. Helens has played a big role in making me who I am. They say every event that happens in our lives shapes us in some way. I think Mount St. Helens has made me tougher, more of a survivor. And this will be the first year I will be spending so far away from the mountain. I grew up there, and lived there for almost my entire life. Sometimes, since I've moved here, I weep thinking about all I left behind to move here. I sometimes question why I moved here in the first place. I don't belong here. Washington is my home. Anna's too. I'd give anything to move back there now, it wouldn't even have to be the coast. I'd settle for living closer to Mount St. Helens again! I miss it like everything!
Many more of my writings have also been inspired by Mount St. Helens than any other subject. Offhand, I can think of 3 stories that I wrote, or collaborated on, where the main subject is Mount St. Helens. Including a story where INXS (with Michael) are on tour and swerve off their route to go see the mountain. Although I am thinking about tweaking the story a bit. I started that story as an idea back in 1998, having discussed INXS a lot in the chatrooms and already being a fan of the volcano, as it was almost at my doorstep back then. I figured why not write a story combining both subjects? It was fun, and I began to write the story. I didn't use the band's true characters (I twisted their personalities around almost beyond recognition for the sake of the story) but I do mention the guys and have images of them throughout the story. Many of them images of the guys playing in the devastation areas. I started that story in 1998, but didn't complete it until 2005. The one thing that made the finishing of that story so slow was the ending. I could not come up with one that I thought was good enough. Looking back on it now, I probably should have thought about it some more. Well, I'm better seasoned as a writer now! LOL! A lot of times I look back on my past works and think they need some tweaking done, and I actually have done some tweaking in the past. Not every story I present on the UMG Productions site is exactly the way it was originally written. I've done some adding and taking away. Some of my stories from my teens and early 20s were much too violent to be considered children's stories, or even stories for young adults, and some things were just downright unacceptable. Sometimes I have to write and re-write stories several times because I am notoriously bad at endings!
Well anyway, I wanted to do something I've never done before on this blog, I wanted to list the names of the people who were victims of the eruption. Some people died, or went missing, right away. Some were rescued and died later on due to the eruption.
Confirmed Victims:
Reid Turner Blackburn, Vancouver, WA
Terry A. Crall Kelso, WA
Joel K. Colten Wyncote, PA
Ronald Lee Conner Tacoma, WA
Clyde Andrew Croft Roy, WA
Jose Arturo Dias Woodburn, OR
Arlene H. Edwards
Jolene H. Edwards Portland, OR
James F. Fitzgerald, Jr. Canton, OH
Allen R. Handy Puyallup, WA
Day Bradley Karr
Day Andrew Karr
Michael Murray Karr, Renton, WA
Christy Liann Killian Vader, WA
Joyce M. Kirkpatrick
Harold (Butch) Kirkpatrick Newberg, OR
Robert Emerson Landsburg Portland, OR
Gerald Lloyd Moore
Shirley (Sam) Moore Kelso, WA
Kevin Christopher Morris
Michelle Lea Morris Olympia, WA.
William Paul Parker
Jean Isabell Parker Portland, OR
Donald R. Parker
Natalie Ali Parker Westport, OR
Richard A. Parker Shelton, WA
Fred D. Rollins
Margery Ellen Rollins Hawthorne, CA
Paul F. Schmidt Silverton, OR
Barbara Lea (Morris) Seibold
Ronald Dale Seibold Olympia, WA
Donald James Selby Everett, WA
Evlanty V. Sharipoff Mt. Angel, OR
Leonty V. Skorohadoff Woodburn, OR
Karen Marie Varner Kelso, WA
Klaus Zimmerman, Spokane, WA
Victims Missing and Presumed Dead:
Wallace Norwood Bowers Winlock, WA
Ellen Loy Dill
Robert W. Dill Kirkland, WA
Bruce Edward Faddis Bend, OR
Thomas G. Gadwa Montesano, WA
Paul Hiatt residence unknown
David A. Johnston Menlo Park, CA
Robert M. Kaseweter Portland, OR
John G. Killian Vader, WA
Robert Lynds Kelso, WA
Gerald O. Martin Concrete, WA
Keith A. Moore Mossyrock, WA
Edward Joseph Murphy
Eleanor Jeanne Murphy Renton, WA
Merlin James (Jim) Pluard
Ruth Kathleen Pluard Toledo, WA
Dale Douglas Thayer Kelso, WA
Harry R. Truman Spirit Lake, WA
James S. Tute
Velvetia Tute, Mission, B.C., Canada
Beverly C. Wetherald, Portland, OR
Thursday, May 17, 2012
Human Feelings vs. Animal Feelings
One of the dumbest arguments that vegans and vegetarians have against eating meat is that animals think and feel like we do. I say no they don't. Cows are just plain dumb animals. They're cute, but they are dumb. Not saying that at all to sound mean, and I do like cows, but cows are indeed dumb animals, and everyone knows it. Well, everyone except the fanatical vegans. They continue to push their beliefs on me, and I just won't give. The harder they push at me, the harder I push back and say NO, I won't change. Meat tastes too good to give up!
Well, yesterday I got into it with a dumb and delusional fanatical vegan who calls himself ahivemind. LOL! I still say he is delusional. But I managed to keep my cool with him, which I am proud of. :) I let him throw his little tantrum, I just sat back and smiled the whole time! LOL! Each time he lost it, it was a big victory for me. It's always fun to watch fanatical vegans lose their head and argue, as if kicking and screaming and calling me names somehow validates their argument. It doesn't. In fact, when a fanatical vegan loses his temper, it just proves further that my opinions are correct. I have books and scientists to back up what I say. All ahivemind has is the assumptions of a psychotic man whose argument still does not make any sense. Yourofsky completely (and conveniently) leaves out the fact that humans are natural omnivores. If we were herbivores, we would not be where we are today. We wouldn't need to be.
Well, I didn't read all of ahivemind's last response, because I skipped down to the end (I didn't have any need or desire to read the rest of his mumbo-jumbo) and I noticed he closed his argument with a big "FUCK YOU"!! LOL!!! The exact same thing can be said about people who use cuss words as people who call names. I knew he had to be a man, most likely a teenager. Either way, I just stayed calm and cool, and let him go off on tirades of his own. I was actually very proud of the way I handled him! I never lost my temper once, didn't even feel the need to. And I truly believe it was my calm demeanor that led him to become even more angry. That makes me happy! It also proves that those of us who eat meat are not as aggressive as the vegetarians/vegans like to make us out to be. Not to mention we are much more creative!
I find it funny how vegans say those of us who relish a mixed diet are "brainwashed". I see that come from their mouths all the time! LOL! All we are doing is behaving the way Nature intended us to behave. Real people are not vegan pansies. Dogs eat cows, cows eat grass, and humans eat a combination of both. Well, not really grass, although I guess sugar cane can be considered grass. We eat that. But we're supposed to eat both meat and veggies. We're not supposed to care if it involves slaughtering a cow to get that meat. I mean, I feel as bad for the cow as anyone, but at the same time, I also know we do need meat. And meat is delicious! If the meal does not have meat on the side, it ain't a meal! And cows do not think like we do. Only the hippies say that. Cows do not have dreams and hopes like we do. They don't say "I want to do this someday". People are people, cows are cows. They're 2 totally different family groups. That's why I say these fanatical vegans like ahivemind are delusional. They want cows, chickens and pigs to be equal to humans. But they're not. They never will be.
Well, in all honesty, I rarely eat pork. I will eat it occasionally, but it's rare. Pork is too tough. You cannot cut it with a fork, and not much you can do to tenderize it, and that's how I like my meat. I like it to melt in my mouth. I eat bison meat more than I do beef, and usually my meat of choice is chicken. Hey! Chicken is AWESOME!!! I especially like it creamed. Sometimes fried, although I haven't had fried chicken since I moved here. Chickens sure as Hell don't think like we do! You know what a chicken does to one of it's own kind that is wounded? They peck it to death, often ganging up on the wounded individual. Anyone who says chickens have feelings equivolent to our's is definitely delusional! They will never convince me into believing chickens have the same emotions as humans.
It doesn't matter anyway. Ahivemind completely invalidated his argument by throwing the F-bomb at the end. It was a final triumphant score for me! Like the big slam-dunk! Or like the big home run! With him throwing the F-bomb, he knows he lost the argument then! LOL! As well as I did keeping my cool, never calling him any names, and not even disrespecting him, for me, that was quite the crowning jewel! hehe! I pictured ahivemind turning away from his computer, crying, fussing and screaming like a little bitch. LOL!
Well now that it's summer vacation for the kids (and teens) I notice they are all out bitching and farting around. LOL! I've already been attacked by several just in the past few days, including ahivemind. But I never pay them any mind. Although like I promised to Katrina before I left WA state, I do tend to block them. Again, it's my way of telling them not to watch my videos if they don't like them.
Well, yesterday I got into it with a dumb and delusional fanatical vegan who calls himself ahivemind. LOL! I still say he is delusional. But I managed to keep my cool with him, which I am proud of. :) I let him throw his little tantrum, I just sat back and smiled the whole time! LOL! Each time he lost it, it was a big victory for me. It's always fun to watch fanatical vegans lose their head and argue, as if kicking and screaming and calling me names somehow validates their argument. It doesn't. In fact, when a fanatical vegan loses his temper, it just proves further that my opinions are correct. I have books and scientists to back up what I say. All ahivemind has is the assumptions of a psychotic man whose argument still does not make any sense. Yourofsky completely (and conveniently) leaves out the fact that humans are natural omnivores. If we were herbivores, we would not be where we are today. We wouldn't need to be.
Well, I didn't read all of ahivemind's last response, because I skipped down to the end (I didn't have any need or desire to read the rest of his mumbo-jumbo) and I noticed he closed his argument with a big "FUCK YOU"!! LOL!!! The exact same thing can be said about people who use cuss words as people who call names. I knew he had to be a man, most likely a teenager. Either way, I just stayed calm and cool, and let him go off on tirades of his own. I was actually very proud of the way I handled him! I never lost my temper once, didn't even feel the need to. And I truly believe it was my calm demeanor that led him to become even more angry. That makes me happy! It also proves that those of us who eat meat are not as aggressive as the vegetarians/vegans like to make us out to be. Not to mention we are much more creative!
I find it funny how vegans say those of us who relish a mixed diet are "brainwashed". I see that come from their mouths all the time! LOL! All we are doing is behaving the way Nature intended us to behave. Real people are not vegan pansies. Dogs eat cows, cows eat grass, and humans eat a combination of both. Well, not really grass, although I guess sugar cane can be considered grass. We eat that. But we're supposed to eat both meat and veggies. We're not supposed to care if it involves slaughtering a cow to get that meat. I mean, I feel as bad for the cow as anyone, but at the same time, I also know we do need meat. And meat is delicious! If the meal does not have meat on the side, it ain't a meal! And cows do not think like we do. Only the hippies say that. Cows do not have dreams and hopes like we do. They don't say "I want to do this someday". People are people, cows are cows. They're 2 totally different family groups. That's why I say these fanatical vegans like ahivemind are delusional. They want cows, chickens and pigs to be equal to humans. But they're not. They never will be.
Well, in all honesty, I rarely eat pork. I will eat it occasionally, but it's rare. Pork is too tough. You cannot cut it with a fork, and not much you can do to tenderize it, and that's how I like my meat. I like it to melt in my mouth. I eat bison meat more than I do beef, and usually my meat of choice is chicken. Hey! Chicken is AWESOME!!! I especially like it creamed. Sometimes fried, although I haven't had fried chicken since I moved here. Chickens sure as Hell don't think like we do! You know what a chicken does to one of it's own kind that is wounded? They peck it to death, often ganging up on the wounded individual. Anyone who says chickens have feelings equivolent to our's is definitely delusional! They will never convince me into believing chickens have the same emotions as humans.
It doesn't matter anyway. Ahivemind completely invalidated his argument by throwing the F-bomb at the end. It was a final triumphant score for me! Like the big slam-dunk! Or like the big home run! With him throwing the F-bomb, he knows he lost the argument then! LOL! As well as I did keeping my cool, never calling him any names, and not even disrespecting him, for me, that was quite the crowning jewel! hehe! I pictured ahivemind turning away from his computer, crying, fussing and screaming like a little bitch. LOL!
Well now that it's summer vacation for the kids (and teens) I notice they are all out bitching and farting around. LOL! I've already been attacked by several just in the past few days, including ahivemind. But I never pay them any mind. Although like I promised to Katrina before I left WA state, I do tend to block them. Again, it's my way of telling them not to watch my videos if they don't like them.
The New Hobby
Well, as all my friends know, I like to test my creativity on new things, first it was drawing and illustrating, then writing, then sculpting, then clocks, and now I've developed a new passion, I'm into making jewelry. It all started a couple weeks ago when Anna and I went to Helena and bought some new shoes. The shoe store we went into also sold earrings. Well I saw a couple pairs I fell in love with, and so I bought them. But I didn't have the holes in my ears anymore, so I had to have my ears pierced again, so I did. Well, I decided to try something new and different. I told Anna that I am going to make my own earrings with different designs that I like. So I came home looking for different ways to do them. One thing that really fascinated me was creating little decals with shrinkable plastic. They worked awesomely!! I can put my own designs and pics on the plastic sheets and they come out looking great! I already made several pieces with lemurs on them, and also some INXS earrings. I also like to buy the bracelet charms and convert those into earrings. I got some of those and they were seahorses encrusted in crystals, and they make fine earrings! Check these out:
I put those together myself. I like seahorses, and they remind me of the coast. Next time, I'm going to get little lighthouses and make those into earrings. I also found a chihuahua charm, and I'll be getting that and turning it into earrings. I also found a papillon dog charm, and I'll get those and turn them into earrings too. The papillon is quite pricey because it's made of good-quality pure silver, but it's worth it! Few other places carry that breed. And I have yet to find a lemur charm. Well, I am learning something else as well. I'm trying to teach myself to make my own charms. I think I can do it! I learned how to make pewter, and I learned where to get that enamel stuff. I just need a few things to complete that project, and I'll be on my way! I need to get a jewelry torch for one thing. It's easier than keeping a kiln in my apartment! I found out where to get the enameling powder too. So soon, I will be making my own brand of charms. I can make all animals I like, plus throw in a few from my Metazoic site as well.
So this should keep me busy. And keep me busy for quite a while! Once I start. I also thought about mass-producing these and selling them at the local farmer's market. I need to produce enough though. Right now I am just starting, and I haven't perfected it yet. I need a lot more practice. Though my seahorses came out great, I think I could do a little bit better. But with a creative mind like I have, it shouldn't take long for me to learn. Like I said before, I dwell on creativity :)
So this should keep me busy. And keep me busy for quite a while! Once I start. I also thought about mass-producing these and selling them at the local farmer's market. I need to produce enough though. Right now I am just starting, and I haven't perfected it yet. I need a lot more practice. Though my seahorses came out great, I think I could do a little bit better. But with a creative mind like I have, it shouldn't take long for me to learn. Like I said before, I dwell on creativity :)
Monday, May 7, 2012
Cut The Fat!
I was reading an article on Yahoo today and it's about the rise in obesity among American adults. I left a couple of comments. One was saying that I wanted to join a gym once before, but that I couldn't because it costs too much. The last time I tried to join a gym, it would have costed me about $400. That was in 1997. Who knows how much it would be up to now! Back then I wasn't even fat, I just wanted to join to remain in good condition. But it gives a clear indication as to why many Americans are so fat now, and that number is rising! Mostly among poor folks. Something needs to be done. It costs so much to join a gym, and junk food is the cheapest you can buy now. It's sad! Though I think I can live pretty good on bananas alone. I saw a video of one girl who eats 40 bananas a day, and she said she's doing fine. I love bananas! I could probably try that easily, and bananas around here are the cheapest health food you can find.
I won't get too heavily into the comments because as weird as this may sound, I actually agreed with most of them. Well, not ALL of them, but most of them! I don't agree with the people who are just there to blow steam off on their hatred for fat people. But there were some comments that really interested me. One guy from Oregon said he was frustrated because he's single and he's running out of choices. Actually I kinda laughed at his comment. I was thinking either he should move someplace else, or learn to like fat women. Either that or count on remaining single for the rest of his life. That was the comical side. But some more seriously interesting comments I read, one person said she heard of a woman who is suing Nutella for making her kids fat. Ya know I really hate hearing stories like that! And it seems to happen so often!! First some teenagers sued McDonald's for making them fat, and now I hear Nutella is being sued for making some dumbass mom's kids fat! Why sue the company, unless they forced that woman to buy their product for her children. Otherwise, a person has the option to say NO!! If that mom wants to sue someone, she could sue her children for possibly whining and wheedling her to distraction to buy that junk! Well, it makes much better sense than suing Nutella! Those kind of people give us decent fat people a bad name!
I also find it funny how most people believe only fat women are the problem. They seem to forget that there are plenty of fat men too. But I find it funny how most of the people making fun of fat people are almost always men. Women rarely make fun of fat women, it's mostly a biproduct of egotistical men. The only women I've seen making fun of other fat women are teenagers, not really women. Well, not all thin, teenage girls make fun of fat women. I never did. I have much more self-respect than that! I wasn't even a fat teenager. I just had more respect for adults than what teenagers today have. And when I was younger, I prefered to make friends, not enemies. I was different then.
Another person said not to use being poor as an excuse for being fat. Well, that's where most of this breeds, is among poor families. Sad as it is, it's true. Like I mentioned how I tried to join a gym, and was told the membership would cost $400. That's what isn't right! I remember one time a local gym had a free trial membership for a month, and I joined then, just long enough for the free membership. I remember I went there EVERY day! Twice a day in fact. I enjoyed it. Back in those days, I didn't have days where I just didn't want to see anyone. Nowadays I do have those kind of days. I don't like having those kind of days, but they do come on. Back when I lived on the coast, I used to take daily walks on the beach. I liked it because it was nice and secluded, no threat whatsoever of being assaulted or harassed by people. One of the many reasons I hate people and there are days that I just don't want to see a person. There is a story on the internet that talks about a large woman who went walking every day, and some kids drove by in their vehicle and threw garbage at that woman. That kinda defeats the purpose of someone who is overweight and trying to do something about it by going walking. But it's enough to keep me from walking in a town this size. Though it hasn't happened to me yet, there's always that lingering fear. That's why I really want to go back to Ocean Shores. People there were not at all like that.
But anyway, those stats are scary! I'm not the type to sue a company because I bought their food, ate it and got fat! As I know that was nobody's choice but mine. One commenter on here mentioned that I should try a vegan diet for about 3 months to see if I like it. While I really don't want to try going vegan, I might like to try becoming a fruitarian. Drink lots of juices and live on bananas and apples for 3 months. See if it does me any good at all. Though it's going to be hard giving up meat. I can't even lie and say I'd be doing it to save some cow's butts. But what I read today, and saw, really struck a nerve with me. That and the fact that I actually agreed with most of the comments!
I won't get too heavily into the comments because as weird as this may sound, I actually agreed with most of them. Well, not ALL of them, but most of them! I don't agree with the people who are just there to blow steam off on their hatred for fat people. But there were some comments that really interested me. One guy from Oregon said he was frustrated because he's single and he's running out of choices. Actually I kinda laughed at his comment. I was thinking either he should move someplace else, or learn to like fat women. Either that or count on remaining single for the rest of his life. That was the comical side. But some more seriously interesting comments I read, one person said she heard of a woman who is suing Nutella for making her kids fat. Ya know I really hate hearing stories like that! And it seems to happen so often!! First some teenagers sued McDonald's for making them fat, and now I hear Nutella is being sued for making some dumbass mom's kids fat! Why sue the company, unless they forced that woman to buy their product for her children. Otherwise, a person has the option to say NO!! If that mom wants to sue someone, she could sue her children for possibly whining and wheedling her to distraction to buy that junk! Well, it makes much better sense than suing Nutella! Those kind of people give us decent fat people a bad name!
I also find it funny how most people believe only fat women are the problem. They seem to forget that there are plenty of fat men too. But I find it funny how most of the people making fun of fat people are almost always men. Women rarely make fun of fat women, it's mostly a biproduct of egotistical men. The only women I've seen making fun of other fat women are teenagers, not really women. Well, not all thin, teenage girls make fun of fat women. I never did. I have much more self-respect than that! I wasn't even a fat teenager. I just had more respect for adults than what teenagers today have. And when I was younger, I prefered to make friends, not enemies. I was different then.
Another person said not to use being poor as an excuse for being fat. Well, that's where most of this breeds, is among poor families. Sad as it is, it's true. Like I mentioned how I tried to join a gym, and was told the membership would cost $400. That's what isn't right! I remember one time a local gym had a free trial membership for a month, and I joined then, just long enough for the free membership. I remember I went there EVERY day! Twice a day in fact. I enjoyed it. Back in those days, I didn't have days where I just didn't want to see anyone. Nowadays I do have those kind of days. I don't like having those kind of days, but they do come on. Back when I lived on the coast, I used to take daily walks on the beach. I liked it because it was nice and secluded, no threat whatsoever of being assaulted or harassed by people. One of the many reasons I hate people and there are days that I just don't want to see a person. There is a story on the internet that talks about a large woman who went walking every day, and some kids drove by in their vehicle and threw garbage at that woman. That kinda defeats the purpose of someone who is overweight and trying to do something about it by going walking. But it's enough to keep me from walking in a town this size. Though it hasn't happened to me yet, there's always that lingering fear. That's why I really want to go back to Ocean Shores. People there were not at all like that.
But anyway, those stats are scary! I'm not the type to sue a company because I bought their food, ate it and got fat! As I know that was nobody's choice but mine. One commenter on here mentioned that I should try a vegan diet for about 3 months to see if I like it. While I really don't want to try going vegan, I might like to try becoming a fruitarian. Drink lots of juices and live on bananas and apples for 3 months. See if it does me any good at all. Though it's going to be hard giving up meat. I can't even lie and say I'd be doing it to save some cow's butts. But what I read today, and saw, really struck a nerve with me. That and the fact that I actually agreed with most of the comments!
Montana Drivers
GEEZZZZ!! I hate Montana drivers!!!! There is nothing in the World that is worse than a stupid Montana driver who thinks they own the road, and shows absolutely no common courtesy! I was just driving down the road and all of a sudden, this jackass in this big dark SUV cuts me off. I honk my horn at him and call him every name I can think of. He pulls into the lane next to me. I keep my eye on him, not knowing what the Hell he's going to do next. We drive for another 2 or 3 blocks and wouldn't you know it, that guy turns on his signal and wants to pull back in front of me again. I honked my horn at him again, telling him "Don't you dare pull up in front of me again buddy!" He did try, but I swerved around him, stopping him from pulling in. As we drove by, Anna and I got a good look at the driver's face. He was mean and evil-looking! I don't care though! He can be as evil as he desires in his own home, but shouldn't take his anger and frustration out on me! I don't know him from Adam! I have nothing to do with how evil he is!
That's one of the things I've noticed about the white Montana cocksuckers around here, they completely lack common courtesy when they're driving! Makes me mad as Hell!! And I'm not the only one here that thinks that! Other Bozeman residents have also complained about the drivers here. Either they are blasting their music up too loud, or they cut people off on the road, or they're driving 500 MPH on a 35 MPH road! I see gripes like that all the time in the Bozeman Craigslist Rants and Raves forum! Almost on a daily basis, if someone isn't bitching about something frivolous like how ugly the people are at a bar. The managers expect you to get drunk enough at those places that the girls begin to look good to you. I drove through Los Angeles and San Francisco once before and I never remember the drivers in those two big cities to ever be as bad as they are here in Bozeman!! I can't wait to get back to the coast. At least there the drivers were much more courteous than they are here! I hate how these white Montana cocksuckers think they own everything and can control who does what here, or who goes in or out of this state. Upon coming here, I never was asked for a passport! So my advice to these dipshits, SHUT YOUR MOUTH AND LEARN SOME FUCKING MANNERS YOU TWATS!!!!!!!!!!!
Well, in other news, I was watching more damn videos of the Westboro Baptist Church. Like I said before, these people are so dumb they fascinate me! LOL! I continue to watch videos of them, and the more I do, the more I hate the Phelps and their followers. Well, one user who calls himself sammy2trees and I have been going back and forth all morning (when I've been in). He said something, a general term about Christians that I found particularly offensive. He said that all Christians are the same as the members of the WBC. This was the post he made that got me started:
"It cracks me up how many of you so-called "true Christians" come on here and call these people crazy, evil, and desperately try to distinguish yourselves from this group. Truth is you're all the same and hold the same, archaic, absurd beliefs regardless of denomination. The only difference between you and them is the aggressiveness and intensity by which the message is delivered. These people do add vitriol and exaggeration in their delivery, but in the end its still the same baseless crap!"
I believe this person is an atheist. I'm not trying to get him to believe there is a GOD, but I found his saying ALL christians are the same as the WBC very offensive! I told him he will never see me pushing my beliefs on anyone! The WBC dwells on hatred, whereas I dwell on love and understanding. To compare me to those stupid hatemongers I take that very personally! To put the word Christian and the Westboro Baptist Church in the same sentence is an insult!! If you've read back in this blog, I've said several times there are things in the Bible that I question. GOD forgive me for that, but I have some troubles with what is printed in the Bible, which was written by man, not by GOD! It was originally considered a sin to eat apples. Well if it was a sin, why are apples so good for us?
Here's another tidbit of info, it has been confirmed the WBC does not know ANYTHING about the Bible. I knew it all along, they pick and choose the few scriptures to follow, and embellish on those. And it's OK for them to commit a sin, but anyone else who does it is going to Hell. LOL! Yep, those people make me sick every day of my life! And Shirley is gay herself! She can't hide that! Don't compare all Christians to the hypocrites of the WBC!! We are NOT all alike! Spend a day with me one on one, you'll find I am just like everyone else in that I like to have fun, sin or not, I don't judge anyone as harshly as they do, and in all reality, I very rarely bring up the Bible to anyone unless I am asked about it. Then I only say things relevant to the conversation, and try to keep it at a minimum. The WBC goes on and on and on, blaming everything on gay people and all that shit, I was watching a clip where they were talking about the space shuttle Challenger went down because of gay people! I sat here thinking "What the Hell has the Challenger accident got to do with gay people????!!!!" Believe me, I am not in the WBC's league!! They've got no brains! I have! Well, at least I know enough to know gays had nothing to do with the Challenger incident!
That's one of the things I've noticed about the white Montana cocksuckers around here, they completely lack common courtesy when they're driving! Makes me mad as Hell!! And I'm not the only one here that thinks that! Other Bozeman residents have also complained about the drivers here. Either they are blasting their music up too loud, or they cut people off on the road, or they're driving 500 MPH on a 35 MPH road! I see gripes like that all the time in the Bozeman Craigslist Rants and Raves forum! Almost on a daily basis, if someone isn't bitching about something frivolous like how ugly the people are at a bar. The managers expect you to get drunk enough at those places that the girls begin to look good to you. I drove through Los Angeles and San Francisco once before and I never remember the drivers in those two big cities to ever be as bad as they are here in Bozeman!! I can't wait to get back to the coast. At least there the drivers were much more courteous than they are here! I hate how these white Montana cocksuckers think they own everything and can control who does what here, or who goes in or out of this state. Upon coming here, I never was asked for a passport! So my advice to these dipshits, SHUT YOUR MOUTH AND LEARN SOME FUCKING MANNERS YOU TWATS!!!!!!!!!!!
Well, in other news, I was watching more damn videos of the Westboro Baptist Church. Like I said before, these people are so dumb they fascinate me! LOL! I continue to watch videos of them, and the more I do, the more I hate the Phelps and their followers. Well, one user who calls himself sammy2trees and I have been going back and forth all morning (when I've been in). He said something, a general term about Christians that I found particularly offensive. He said that all Christians are the same as the members of the WBC. This was the post he made that got me started:
"It cracks me up how many of you so-called "true Christians" come on here and call these people crazy, evil, and desperately try to distinguish yourselves from this group. Truth is you're all the same and hold the same, archaic, absurd beliefs regardless of denomination. The only difference between you and them is the aggressiveness and intensity by which the message is delivered. These people do add vitriol and exaggeration in their delivery, but in the end its still the same baseless crap!"
I believe this person is an atheist. I'm not trying to get him to believe there is a GOD, but I found his saying ALL christians are the same as the WBC very offensive! I told him he will never see me pushing my beliefs on anyone! The WBC dwells on hatred, whereas I dwell on love and understanding. To compare me to those stupid hatemongers I take that very personally! To put the word Christian and the Westboro Baptist Church in the same sentence is an insult!! If you've read back in this blog, I've said several times there are things in the Bible that I question. GOD forgive me for that, but I have some troubles with what is printed in the Bible, which was written by man, not by GOD! It was originally considered a sin to eat apples. Well if it was a sin, why are apples so good for us?
Here's another tidbit of info, it has been confirmed the WBC does not know ANYTHING about the Bible. I knew it all along, they pick and choose the few scriptures to follow, and embellish on those. And it's OK for them to commit a sin, but anyone else who does it is going to Hell. LOL! Yep, those people make me sick every day of my life! And Shirley is gay herself! She can't hide that! Don't compare all Christians to the hypocrites of the WBC!! We are NOT all alike! Spend a day with me one on one, you'll find I am just like everyone else in that I like to have fun, sin or not, I don't judge anyone as harshly as they do, and in all reality, I very rarely bring up the Bible to anyone unless I am asked about it. Then I only say things relevant to the conversation, and try to keep it at a minimum. The WBC goes on and on and on, blaming everything on gay people and all that shit, I was watching a clip where they were talking about the space shuttle Challenger went down because of gay people! I sat here thinking "What the Hell has the Challenger accident got to do with gay people????!!!!" Believe me, I am not in the WBC's league!! They've got no brains! I have! Well, at least I know enough to know gays had nothing to do with the Challenger incident!
Sunday, May 6, 2012
Scoffers and Mockers
LOL! Another rant about the Westboro Baptist Church is coming your way on my site! I saw another video about a guy who wanted to interview them, and he was very respectful and nice, just asking them about their signs and beliefs. He started to throw some pretty harsh questions at them, and they stopped talking to him right away, calling him a "mocker" and a "scoffer". He didn't even give them that mocking tone that comes with people who are really mockers and scoffers. He was just asking them about their beliefs. The WBC was just upset because they have no answers for all their beliefs. They preach nothing but hate and everyone knows it, including themselves. UGH!! These people sicken me every day of my life! But I find them so spiritually inaccurate that they fascinate me as well. LOL! That does not mean I like them! But that's why I hate them so much and watch them on YouTube. I only watch interview shows with them, I never watch their preaching videos or music videos, which apparently they do have up on YouTube.
If you ask me, the only scoffers and mockers in their midst is themselves! You back them in a corner, they just give you that psychotic grin and tell you that you're going to Hell. Every time I hear them say that I think to myself "How the Hell would they know who's going to Hell and who isn't!?" Have these people even learned the 10 commandments?? Probably not, they seem to have broken a few on the way.
1. Honor only one GOD.
2. Do not worship carved images of anything on Earth, Heaven, or the seas.
3. Do not take the name of the LORD in vain.
4. Keep the Sabbath day Holy.
5. Honor your father and mother (kinda conflicts with commandment 1)
6. Thou shall not kill.
7. You shall not commit adultery (Shirley Phelps has a child out of wedlock and has been divorced once before).
8. Thou shall not steal.
9. Thou shall not bear false witness against thy neighbor (the WBC does this all the time. Every time they say someone is going to Hell, when they have no clue!)
10. You shall not covet your neighbor's belongings (Really??? I do that all the time! Like I see someone with an ipad, I say I want one like it!)
I wonder how one gets by without breaking commandment #10? This is where I think the translation of the Bible went wrong. It also says the LORD is a jealous God. I don't think GOD feels jealousy! HE is supposed to be perfect. Someone who is perfect does not feel jealousy! That is an IMperfect emotion! I think I agree with most of the interviewers who say the WBC is not doing a good job at all getting their word across. Fred Phelps compares himself and his cult to Noah and the Ark. But I don't believe Noah went around telling people "GOD hates you!"
One of them has a daughter named Loren who was kicked out of their church for pointing out their hatred and hypocrisy. And LORD knows the WBC is full of hypocrisy! It's OK for them to spew messages of hate and harass the families of fallen soldiers, they call it free speech. But when someone confronts them about their sanctimonious belief system, they call that person a "mocker" or a "scoffer" or a "rebel" and tell them they're going to Hell. Loren said before she was kicked out of the WBC, she stood there in front of her father begging and pleading with him to let her stay. She said her parents stood in front of her, watching her cry her eyes out, and they started laughing at her! How weird is that?! I thank GOD I never had parents like that. I feel bad for Loren, but at the same time, I think she did the right thing! She's better off without that so-called church.
If you ask me, the only scoffers and mockers in their midst is themselves! You back them in a corner, they just give you that psychotic grin and tell you that you're going to Hell. Every time I hear them say that I think to myself "How the Hell would they know who's going to Hell and who isn't!?" Have these people even learned the 10 commandments?? Probably not, they seem to have broken a few on the way.
1. Honor only one GOD.
2. Do not worship carved images of anything on Earth, Heaven, or the seas.
3. Do not take the name of the LORD in vain.
4. Keep the Sabbath day Holy.
5. Honor your father and mother (kinda conflicts with commandment 1)
6. Thou shall not kill.
7. You shall not commit adultery (Shirley Phelps has a child out of wedlock and has been divorced once before).
8. Thou shall not steal.
9. Thou shall not bear false witness against thy neighbor (the WBC does this all the time. Every time they say someone is going to Hell, when they have no clue!)
10. You shall not covet your neighbor's belongings (Really??? I do that all the time! Like I see someone with an ipad, I say I want one like it!)
I wonder how one gets by without breaking commandment #10? This is where I think the translation of the Bible went wrong. It also says the LORD is a jealous God. I don't think GOD feels jealousy! HE is supposed to be perfect. Someone who is perfect does not feel jealousy! That is an IMperfect emotion! I think I agree with most of the interviewers who say the WBC is not doing a good job at all getting their word across. Fred Phelps compares himself and his cult to Noah and the Ark. But I don't believe Noah went around telling people "GOD hates you!"
One of them has a daughter named Loren who was kicked out of their church for pointing out their hatred and hypocrisy. And LORD knows the WBC is full of hypocrisy! It's OK for them to spew messages of hate and harass the families of fallen soldiers, they call it free speech. But when someone confronts them about their sanctimonious belief system, they call that person a "mocker" or a "scoffer" or a "rebel" and tell them they're going to Hell. Loren said before she was kicked out of the WBC, she stood there in front of her father begging and pleading with him to let her stay. She said her parents stood in front of her, watching her cry her eyes out, and they started laughing at her! How weird is that?! I thank GOD I never had parents like that. I feel bad for Loren, but at the same time, I think she did the right thing! She's better off without that so-called church.
Saturday, May 5, 2012
"Sexy" Animals
No, I am not into bestiality. But I was watching a video last night and it was about a woman who is obsessed with letting her toenails grow long. It looked painful to me! But she said she liked long toenails because they make her feel sexy. She said she feels like a feline sometimes. I was like "WHAT???" I said there is NOTHING sexy about felines! I've heard that reference once before and I often wondered what in the hell makes felines seem sexy? I am still old enough to remember when "foxy" meant "sexy", and if a person was going to go that route, I would have to say foxes are a lot sexier than felines!
As far as I can see, even when I used to like felines, nothing on a feline is what would be considered sexy in the human world. Felines don't have buns, their legs are saggy like cellulite. They don't have shoulders or boobs. They're lazy and slow-moving, lumbering when they walk, and they have that ugly flap of flesh hanging from their belly. There is nothing "sexy" about any of that. That's like saying that I'm sexy, as I have most of those features myself. The only thing that I can think of that would make people refer to felines as "sexy" is the fact that a male cat will mate with anything. Maybe even a fencepost! LOL! But looking at foxes, I can see where the term "foxy lady" came from. Foxes are graceful, dainty animals, just like one would expect from a very attractive person. And they have buns. I won't say they have sexy buns as I don't go that route, but at least their buns don't have cellulite like a cat does! Cats have no buns at all. Just an ugly, saggy backside. I just don't see the connection between them and sexiness. Not even when I used to like felines.
I've been reading recently about having foxes as pets. Some say they make the perfect pet. They have a kind of independence about them that they can in some ways care for themselves, at the same time they also have all the affection a dog has. Foxes can be trained to use a litterbox, just like a cat. And I just think foxes are cute! They have sweet little faces, and lovely tails! To me they are just wonderful animals. I'd love to have a fox for a pet. Maybe someday. Foxes are also quite acrobatic, and are extremely graceful animals. I've seen kit foxes move before, and they are so swift and graceful, they literally seem to glide over the ground! I've never seen a cat do that. Cats lumber along the ground. I don't think cats are graceful in any way, shape or form. Not even close to as graceful as a fox is! Foxes, like lemurs, seem to move effortlessly. That's what defines true liquid movement to me. I'd love to have either a lemur or a fox as a pet! Maybe someday I'll get both. Fennec foxes are so cute! They aren't allowed though here in Montana. I used to know of a breeder of fennec foxes in Oregon. I kinda wonder if they are still allowed there? I'll probably find out when I get back there and go to my next exotic bird and reptile expo. I can hardly wait!
That's one of the things I am looking forward to when I move back to the coast. I miss being able to go to those shows, and I haven't been able to go since I moved to Ocean Shores. One thing I do remember about those shows, you can find almost any kind of bird or reptile. I got a film of the expo I went to in 2000, and I came home with LOTS of goodies! I still remember the first one I went to back in 1992. Back then, the expo was held in May. Now it's held in February. I had just learned to drive a car and got my first driver's license, and I saw the ads that said there was an exotic bird and reptile expo being held in the Portland/Hillsboro area. I figured I could now drive us down there now that I had a driver's license. I was a little bit nervous, but I did it anyway, and we made a weekend of it. It was my first time in Portland with just me and Anna. We stayed at this hotel in Hillsboro. I was just a young sprig then, barely out of high school, so I was getting my first taste of independence. Well, one of the first things I learned when I got there was the people of Hillsboro are not very friendly! That could be because Hillsboro is a town of rich people, and rich people are ALWAYS stuck-up!! Me and Anna got into a little fight with the maintenance woman at the hotel because we had a dog. Well, we told them we had a dog when we signed in. But that woman was barking at us saying that she will press charges if the dog does anything in the room. I said to her that I thought that's what the security deposit was all about. Well, she slammed out that door bitching some more. I didn't pay much attention to what she said. I didn't even realize what was wrong with her until I found out she was not the only person in that town that was like that. Almost everyone in Hillsboro is crazy and bitchy like that. Like I said, it's a town of rich people. I hate rich people!
Now, I don't mean people who work hard and have 6-7 figure incomes, my supervisor makes 6 figures a year. But she works hard for it. I'm talking about the people who were born rich and didn't have to lift a finger for it. Kinda like ol' Tracy Burbank of the Puyallup Fair (who ironically--or not so ironically-- was also from Hillsboro). She inherited that job from her family. She didn't have to work hard for any of it. Rich people like her, I don't like at all. And they're almost always spoiled little brats. I'm sure that maintenance woman (who may have even owned the hotel we stayed at) had the same kind of advantage as Tracy did. She probably inherited that hotel from her parents too. That's why she acted like a spoiled brat. Both her and Tracy were people I just wanted to punch in their faces! The only reason I didn't is because no matter how wretched they are, I have some amount of respect for my elders. But those little rich mama's girls, I probably could have just tweaked their noses and they'd probably go crying like the little whiny bitches they are!
As far as I can see, even when I used to like felines, nothing on a feline is what would be considered sexy in the human world. Felines don't have buns, their legs are saggy like cellulite. They don't have shoulders or boobs. They're lazy and slow-moving, lumbering when they walk, and they have that ugly flap of flesh hanging from their belly. There is nothing "sexy" about any of that. That's like saying that I'm sexy, as I have most of those features myself. The only thing that I can think of that would make people refer to felines as "sexy" is the fact that a male cat will mate with anything. Maybe even a fencepost! LOL! But looking at foxes, I can see where the term "foxy lady" came from. Foxes are graceful, dainty animals, just like one would expect from a very attractive person. And they have buns. I won't say they have sexy buns as I don't go that route, but at least their buns don't have cellulite like a cat does! Cats have no buns at all. Just an ugly, saggy backside. I just don't see the connection between them and sexiness. Not even when I used to like felines.
I've been reading recently about having foxes as pets. Some say they make the perfect pet. They have a kind of independence about them that they can in some ways care for themselves, at the same time they also have all the affection a dog has. Foxes can be trained to use a litterbox, just like a cat. And I just think foxes are cute! They have sweet little faces, and lovely tails! To me they are just wonderful animals. I'd love to have a fox for a pet. Maybe someday. Foxes are also quite acrobatic, and are extremely graceful animals. I've seen kit foxes move before, and they are so swift and graceful, they literally seem to glide over the ground! I've never seen a cat do that. Cats lumber along the ground. I don't think cats are graceful in any way, shape or form. Not even close to as graceful as a fox is! Foxes, like lemurs, seem to move effortlessly. That's what defines true liquid movement to me. I'd love to have either a lemur or a fox as a pet! Maybe someday I'll get both. Fennec foxes are so cute! They aren't allowed though here in Montana. I used to know of a breeder of fennec foxes in Oregon. I kinda wonder if they are still allowed there? I'll probably find out when I get back there and go to my next exotic bird and reptile expo. I can hardly wait!
That's one of the things I am looking forward to when I move back to the coast. I miss being able to go to those shows, and I haven't been able to go since I moved to Ocean Shores. One thing I do remember about those shows, you can find almost any kind of bird or reptile. I got a film of the expo I went to in 2000, and I came home with LOTS of goodies! I still remember the first one I went to back in 1992. Back then, the expo was held in May. Now it's held in February. I had just learned to drive a car and got my first driver's license, and I saw the ads that said there was an exotic bird and reptile expo being held in the Portland/Hillsboro area. I figured I could now drive us down there now that I had a driver's license. I was a little bit nervous, but I did it anyway, and we made a weekend of it. It was my first time in Portland with just me and Anna. We stayed at this hotel in Hillsboro. I was just a young sprig then, barely out of high school, so I was getting my first taste of independence. Well, one of the first things I learned when I got there was the people of Hillsboro are not very friendly! That could be because Hillsboro is a town of rich people, and rich people are ALWAYS stuck-up!! Me and Anna got into a little fight with the maintenance woman at the hotel because we had a dog. Well, we told them we had a dog when we signed in. But that woman was barking at us saying that she will press charges if the dog does anything in the room. I said to her that I thought that's what the security deposit was all about. Well, she slammed out that door bitching some more. I didn't pay much attention to what she said. I didn't even realize what was wrong with her until I found out she was not the only person in that town that was like that. Almost everyone in Hillsboro is crazy and bitchy like that. Like I said, it's a town of rich people. I hate rich people!
Now, I don't mean people who work hard and have 6-7 figure incomes, my supervisor makes 6 figures a year. But she works hard for it. I'm talking about the people who were born rich and didn't have to lift a finger for it. Kinda like ol' Tracy Burbank of the Puyallup Fair (who ironically--or not so ironically-- was also from Hillsboro). She inherited that job from her family. She didn't have to work hard for any of it. Rich people like her, I don't like at all. And they're almost always spoiled little brats. I'm sure that maintenance woman (who may have even owned the hotel we stayed at) had the same kind of advantage as Tracy did. She probably inherited that hotel from her parents too. That's why she acted like a spoiled brat. Both her and Tracy were people I just wanted to punch in their faces! The only reason I didn't is because no matter how wretched they are, I have some amount of respect for my elders. But those little rich mama's girls, I probably could have just tweaked their noses and they'd probably go crying like the little whiny bitches they are!
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