Panther Lovers Are Spineless

I don't mean my friends who are panther-lovers, and yes I do have some friends who like them. But I feel most panther-lovers are spineless people. I got a comment yesterday from someone who asked me what I mean by panther-lovers being spineless, and I said that I believe most people who like panthers only do so because they are afraid of going against the panther-fanatics. No other group of animals in the world has fanatics like panthers do. Most people who have a favorite animal will accept the fact that there are people who just don't like that animal. But panther-fanatics have no ability to accept the fact that there are those of us who hate them. I hate panthers with a passion! I always will, and especially more now because for the past month, I've been targeted by a group of dog-hating panther fanatics on YouTube. A weaker person might have given in in the beginning. But me, they keep trying to peck at me, and the more they do, the more I hate panthers. If this goes on, I may even wind up hating snow leopards, and they were the one panther I actually still love. That's even beginning to change.

I really have the feeling this group of panther fanatics are in cohoots with each other. It started with NewZealandKiwi and went on from there. I haven't heard from him lately, but I have been targeted on other videos by people I think are associated with him. I think they're in the same gang because they all have the same MO. They talk slam about dogs and try to always force me to see their way about panthers. Yesterday, I got some idiot from Romania (who also seems to be an anime freak) and he even went so far as to say "Timmy is a dog's name. So that means Timmy is a retarded dog." Not exactly sure what that means, but then again as I've said before, haters and panther-fanatics never make sense. Seriously, "Timmy is a dog's name"? LOLOL!!! That's so stupid it sounds funny! He's not only a panther-lover, he also likes anime. Anyone who likes anime, they have to be stupid. I imagine this person to be one of those types that only goes the direction of the masses. He's afraid to form his own opinion. I am not one of those types! I've always been the kind of person to see things my own way. The only time I give in is when someone gives me a darn good reason to. And it had better be a VERY good reason to change my principles!

If there was one thing I picked up from the AcmePet forum when they were still around, it was that I'd better hold fast to my opinions. Remember the argument I mentioned that I had on the chihuahua forum? Just because I said I don't go for chihuahuas that look like the Taco Bell dog. I still don't! But what I hated about that incident was that I backed down. I didn't much change my ideas about that dog, but when everyone in there had me backed into a corner, I was like "OK, OK! You win!" LOL! Actually, I thought I could get out of it on a technicality. On that forum, you didn't have to register, and my cousins were visiting at that time, so I blamed it all on their kids and told those people I didn't have anything to do with posting those comments! Well, I hated myself for a long time because I made that story up just to try and get back on those peoples' good side. And I mean I HATED myself!!! I didn't feel good again until I asked GOD for forgiveness. I swore I would NEVER do that again, even if it meant the whole world would hate me for it. I'd rather have strangers hate me than to have myself hate me. That is the worst feeling in the world, to hate yourself like I did then! I was so upset every day, I couldn't eat, I couldn't sleep, and I had this pain in my belly that would not go away. That was how much I hated myself. I didn't hate myself because I lied to those people. I hated myself because I felt the need to lie in order to get them to like me again. Really! What's the point? It's obvious they never thought anything of me in the first place, or the fact that I didn't like the Taco Bell dog wouldn't have bothered them so. So if they didn't like me before, why should I care if they liked me now? That doesn't make sense to me, so I didn't see the point in my trying to get out of what I said to them. One of them, Kallie, kept telling me to "get over it". Well, I will never "get over it". That was a very important life-lesson learned, and one that I carry on to this day. That is why I hold fast to my opinions so stubbornly.

If I were to give in to these panther-fanatics, that would be the worst lie I could ever tell! I would really hate myself for it. I don't even give in to my friends who like panthers! I sure as hell am not going to back down to a stranger who is trying to change my opinion about panthers. It just won't happen. I have a favorite animal already, and I am very happy with them. That is why I don't feel the need to force other people to see my way about them. I am secure in myself and perfectly happy with the animal I like the most. I figure panther-fanatics, especially the ones who harass people like me and shit-talk dogs and other animals, are insecure, and not too happy about being panther-fanatics. Or generally just unhappy people. But they can be insecure and unhappy in their own world! Stay out of mine! I don't care for unhappy and insecure people. One thing I will say about these people, so far they haven't said anything about me being fat. But they will! Believe me they will. LOL! Once they find I am not going to back down, the last resort is always to make fun of my weight. hehehe!